i am a 10 year old boy.whos in constant state of depress abt the world and how i think they see me back,i am insecure abt my self i tried to be pretty but end up failing my own self and make my self insecure to even talk to the world,the world is filled with depressed ppl,sh_t politic leaders,and at one time i (had)3 friends who looked very innocent but one day i met up with them and they show me gore stuff,yep 8 year old me was interested,and now i got into 2 year old masturbation but now i am 2 month free,and quick question WHY IS THE WORLD SO SH_T,I AM TRYING NOT TO SWEAR SO BAD BUT WHY IS IT EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE ONE PPL TELLING HOW SHI_TTY THEYβRE COUNTRIES ARE