I am 18 years old. I want to buy i phone 11. Currently i have no job but i do get 5000 as my expenses from home. I can pay 10k down payment too but how do i get it on emi? Without credit card and on my name without any cibil or credit history? I can pay emi easily but no credit card. Plz help.

Okay bro. Can you give tips for investment then?

Well nothing important actually i needed to change my phone and i broke my mother's phone so i was planning to buy new one and i was thinking to give her the iPhone so that she can use it and i cann as well.

Delusion

Hi. How is everyone?

Friends

lmao this app is full of attention seekers🤡

Wholesome

I absolutely hate the color orange. I cannot stand it and it really makes me angry. Also yellow and brown. But not rust. 

Mental Health

I have trytophobia 
I really saw an image and I couldn’t take it off my mind 
How much ever I’m trying to take deep breaths and distracting myself
I don’t want to be consumed by these things 
It’s very frustrating 

Stress

there are some things I've wanted to say to him, but I can't. so I will say said things on here. 

after I typed that first sentence I found out you had another girl at your house today. I found out through one of your friends, so you can thank him. its a girl that goes to the gym with us. she knew I talked to you. she didn't care, you didn't care. but besides that, I will begin my letter to you. 


dear e, 

you were the first person I had real feelings for in this town. I haven't lived here that long. I met you when you were talking to your 3rd girlfriend. she is one of my old friends, I don't speak to her anymore. I talked to you as friends, we had many similarities. we had our first conversation about music. you have the same music taste as me. we shared music together and talked about what we like to listen to. I started to realize that you were a lot like me. we became friends. we talked a lot, we were almost the same person. I started to believe you were the guy version of me. I started to gain feelings for you after you started dating her. I knew that it wasn't going to go anywhere, because you were dating her. so we were friends. we talked so much that your girlfriend had to tell you to unadd me. so you did. but you couldn't stay away, so you would always find a way to talk to me. it seems wrong as I'm typing this out, but it was your doing. I was just going along with the ride. you guys broke up. you started talking to me more. weeks went by, you would still take her places. I started to get to know you very well. you started to have feelings for me. you told your friends about me. I would get mad when you hung out with other girls. we were talking. you planned a day for us to go hang out. then one night you went to a party. you got grounded because you didn't make it home in the morning. I had also found out you were with your ex at the party. I got mad, I blocked you. I cried at work. I realized how much I liked you. after you got your phone back, you called me. you explained that you liked me and that you are just friends with her. another few weeks went by, and you told me one day that you did not have feelings for me anymore. we were at school. I went to my next class crying. you explained how you cared about me, and you didn't know why you felt like this. I cried the rest of the school day. after you had said that to me, you continued talking to me normally. I was hoping I could gain your feelings back. it didn't work. today I cut off all my connections with you, and I'm not going back. I am very proud of you for committing to that college. I'm happy you get to continue your baseball career. I'm proud of you for so many things. you are overall an amazing person, even though you fucked me over so many times. you have a kind heart. you care for animals, you care for people, your family. you care about your friends. you have an amazing personality. even though we never got to be anything, I will always think you are something. I wish you weren't so sad. I want you to be happy. I hope you can move one with that other hoe you fucked today. I hope you throw away the keychain I gave you, because I am taking mine off my keys. and I hope you don't rename the kitten that I named for you. I hope you have a good senior year. I will see you around school, but I will just be another stranger to you. I really hope you don't find a way to make me crawl back to you, because you always do. I hope I don't give in. this is my goodbye to you. I love you forever. 

Love

Hamne seltos kya leni ki sochi.. seltos got more pricey 🫡

3am Thoughts

I feel like my venting is so microscopic, compared to many hardships people endure. I live with my husband’s family, mainly his mom. But now his 2 sisters and their kids live with us now, and they have been a handful. One of them leaves her kid while she goes out for days, and doesn’t bother coming back after 3 days out. I care about his mom, but now his mom is brainwashed, thinking that what she’s doing is right. Today, I realized that all my sayings that what she is doing isn’t really the right thing, his mom calls me manipulate and jealous. I just hate seeing the kid sad that’s all. But I don’t want to act as the victim either. I want to leave the house so badly. They treat me like a roommate, and they make me a villain in their story. I know now not to meddle anymore. Communication with them is like nails to a chalkboard. I just don’t know how to deal with them on daily basis. Because unlike them, I can’t be a hypocrite. I wish my husband backed me up, but it’s family. How can I force him to go against his own family? I am leaving next week. I can’t do this anymore with these people who are so ungrateful, so selfish, and full of themselves. Any advice would be great. 

Family

hey 
I want to love myself how do I do that I don't know how

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