Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

i am 15 years old boy my mother and my mother brother died in a car accident. So i dont have a mother from 6 months. I am in a lonely state without mother and my father leaves me at home and goes for job i home alone so i always think to have mother and cry. In that thought i contacted my mothers brother wife as her husband died in accident. i contacted my mothers brother wife and asked to marry my father and become my mother and also told my father to marry her. my mothers brother wife fired on me and said what rubbish are you talking but i want a mother so in that emotion i asked her about this. i want my father to marry my mothers brothers wife my father is ready but my mother brothers wife is not ready instead she shouted on me i need a mother. i want my mothers brothers wife as my mother as her husband also in accident. what should i do guys i want solution. i am struggling from last 6 months.