I always feel that I take things too easily like yes seriously and then when things don't work out I regret . Hope I don't do this again . 

Motivation

Hope but never expect, Look forward but never wait. ❤️

Body Positivity

Maturity is when u realise your goals are more important than your love 😊💫

Career

I feel like I’m not allowed to be sad bc nothing bad has happened and I have friends and a family

3am Thoughts

Girls, tell me what you guyz want!
You guyz expect us yo telepathically understand what you want and then if we fail to understand it and disappoints you then you guyz punish us...like what the hell!

Anxiety

Why every time I’m the only one who is at fault. Like whatever i will do my family always talk rudely to me and points out me for unusual things.😭😭

Can i just get some one to talk ?

Other

Ughhh its such a boring day out there..!!😩

Friends

jb jb halat or uljhanlo lad ke har ke tumne rishte ki dor todne ke kohsish to ki magar nhi tod paya bss uski bakhiyan udhadti gye , hr udhda sira mai jodta to gya pr aaj jb palat ke dekhta hoon to hr jod pr ek gath najar aate hai pta nhi tumko woh gathe kbhi dikhi ya nhi. Khona nhi chahta tha tumhe , pr sath hi sath kuch tut rha tha andar or ek darr tha sath hi kuch kass ke pakadne ka sangarsh un tute hisso ko uthane ke lie jab jab jhukta ek or hissa tut ke gir jata or ek chote bache ki trah sb kuch bator lena chahti tha mai pr hoe nhi paya aisa hota nhi hai aisa , bachpan ki pariyan whi rehti hai sath nhi aati, kisse khaniyan sb whi khin kisi purane bakse mai ked reh jati hai . Tumse alg hone ke bad yeh ehsaas hua ki asal jeevan to kuch or hi hai . Kitni raaton mai un jaagti khawishon ko or dher saari saapno ki bheed ko behla ke yeh keh ke sulaya tha ki raat hai soo jao ek subah aayegi tumko phir jagane pr woh subah kbhi aaye nhi dheere dheere raat ke andhero mai tumhari yaadein mere khyalo ke jaal mai fasne lgi or saari raat mere sawalo se unki saansein ghut ti rehti , unginat sawal . sapno ke bde bde mahal bhi to bna lie the hmne pr sb khali the unko bhrna chahta tha pr bharta kaise uske lie tumhari , tumhare waqt ke saman  ke jrurat the jo un dayero tk reh gye or jo milta tha woh aasman mai phenki kisi khairat ke trah lgta tha or khairat mai mila kbhi kaafi nhi hota.  binaa vishwas rishta  kab tak palta kb tk hra rehta .
tumne ek bar jo toda tumhara mujhe jhootha btana . Meri bhi majboori rahi hogi par vishwas majbooriyan kaha maanta hai sacchai majbooriyan ko hara  deti hai. is bat  ka mujh ko yakeen to tha tumne humesha kha bhi tha ,bohot mushkil tha usko banana main koshish karta raha , pr akele us vishwas ko kahaan tak bana pata . Tumhare sath ki jrurat the mujhko un tukdon tukdon ko sametne ke liye ankon ke liye sametna mere bass mein nahin tha ek sahara chahiye tha , tumhara!! Main isi intezar mai betha rha  .tumhare pass waqt hi kaha tha tumhari majbooriyan jo the . Mujhe, Mujhe rona tha tumse milakar tumhare saath bhot sikhwe the   , bohot ladna tha ,dil chir kar dikhana tha kitna pyaar hai batana tha kitni jrurat the mujhko tumhari , dikhana tha ki kya the tum mere lie . haan bohot toofan bhara tha mere andar , us bandh bandhe rkha tha mann mai jisko sirf tum khol skte the ek nye rang mai ek darr khatam krna tha bss itna sa hi to waqt chaiye tha tumhara or tumne dia bhi to tha poore 2 ghante , woh do ghante shayad kam padh gaye the itne sare hisaab  ghanton mein mumkin  nahin the itne hafton ke dard ka   lekha jokha do ghante mein kaise niptate.itne samay ka likha  puch gaya tha do ghante mein dubara kaise bhar paate hum  m. us shaam un do ghanton ne bohot kuch bayan kiya . us roz pata laga tumhare sahuliyaten, tumhare  prathmiktayein bohot alag thi phir bhi ek baat ka yah to yakeen hai ki  tumhara haal bhi mere haal se alag nahin raha hoga jeevan juda  hokar hi shi ek doori mai phir samanantar hi hoga , kb  jaana tha humne saath chal rahe the magar dharti or aasman ke tarah par  vo alag hi rahenge humesha.tumhare jaane ke baad ek pal bhi ek yug bann jaega ye  nhi pta tha  . ab jo uth ta hoon  subah un yaadon ke sath to aksar der tk bistar pr lete apne kamre ki chatt ko niharta rehta . Waqt ka postman phir mera saman mujhe pkda jata hai ek puraane lamho ki potli jab kholta hoon usko dekhta hoon itne samay ke tohfe bhr laya tha kambakht puraane se kagaj mai lipti yaadein , Surkh dabbe mai tanhai , hari si bottle mai kuch arsh lamhon mai or ek ek choti si pudiyan mai kuch muskurahaten jinmein tumhare saath bitaye waqt ke kitne hi lamhen kaid  hai .


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