I always feel that I am an extra everywhere, whoever I be with. I don’t feel like having a goal, if I have one no confidence in reaching it, have so much fear of what happens if I reach it. I am not able to talk to anyone openly even though I have so many trustful friends. I just feel it’s not necessary because everybody have their life why should I burden them…
The same thing I have experienced. Same problem. I once tried to open up to a cousin and it didn’t end well😞. Really don’t know whom to trust.