I already had a feeling when I was like 13 years old that there’s something different in me but I ignored it. I chose to continue the life I’ve been living as a good son, good friend, good Christian and good student. I was happy and I am still is. The difference between then and now is just I feel so empty. I’m 22, most of my friends are straight guys, my family is a conservative one and I’ve figured this thing in me just by earlier this year. Right now that I’m trying to sort things out and understand this different feeling, it’s so confusing. I feel like I am being torn apart. Should I continue the path I’ve been taking ever since or should I try to be open to this change I am still not yet ready to experience?