I actually am at the mid of the struggle rn like i am not able to focus on my studies and i am just zoning out everytime.......this actually makes me feel weak cuz i cant control myself and my own mind and the thing i am overthinking about is my bestfriend. Yeah she is pretty busy these days and she jas a bad habit that she self isolates herself everytime things goes real bad ik that i shouldnt text her so sje can find peace but....she has helped me a lot and now i cant stop myself its hard and even tho i text her she just seenzones it which makes my mental health even worse. I am making the worst case scenarios about why she isnt texting and that actually is how my life is going on rn :')

Studies obv but i have been thru a lot this week and i want to tell her abt everything hut at same time i dont wanna disturb her and its just me with ny million thoughts and incidents 

Ahh i thought so...okay i will give her space its alright dw thank you :) 

Education

Ok so I have this friend of mine she's really close to me and knows almost everything about me. 
She knows that I am facing relationship issues and everytime she will give me some negative advice or something very negative like it won't work out and stuff. She won't support me. 
She's also in a relationship and I can't even I imagine telling her that even yours won't work out. This is such an awful thing to say. 

Relationships

One of my very close friend who i call my bestfriend is acting weird this days. She never hype or encourage me for something iam excited about. This year i have participated in our college week for the first time and won lots of medals.. but she wasnt happy at all.. She also says stuff iam not comfortable with. I feel like she is insecure of me... Sometimes i feel like breaking our friendship but we live in same hostel and shes my roommate .......😔

Confusion

Just told one of my very good friend that it was hurting me being with her because of so many things. 
She is okay that I don't wanna be w her anymore. And now it's breaking me even more. 

Frustration

Made friends with a girl 2 years ago. We instantly clicked, INSTANTLY. We became the best of friends and well, I fell for her. I told her about how I felt and well she always used to say that she wasn’t sure about having the same feelings for me. She told me that she didn’t want to say yes just to make me happy and then later hurt me, which is completely understandable. But, all along, we used to behave as if we both loved each other equally. We used to call each other, we used to tell each other every single thing and well it was all what I considered to be perfect. But, later that year she told me that she didn’t feel the same way about me. It broke me, I still feel low whenever I think about it and well guess what? We still are the best of friends but I’d be lying if I said I had no hopes for us getting together earlier. It took me A SHIT TON of efforts to convince myself that it was never going to happen and all the while in this process, I turned bitter towards her. I started distancing myself from her. She still considers me to be her BEST friend and I do too but it’s just that the past, it really really hurts me. I’ve had pathetic days that only I know how I’ve dealt with. I still get that weird ass feeling if I see someone trying to get too close to her and I don’t know what to do. I’ve felt like breaking contact with her but I just can’t do seem to ever do it because she’s done too much for me. Especially during these times I feel helpless because it keeps coming to me again and again. Anyone on here who can kinda help me, I’ll be grateful :)

My best friend of 13 years and I have fights a lot and I always feel that she never understands my point, she always wants to be the right person idk because of ego or what but I really struggle with making her understand things and after every fight she wants me to just apologise that’s her end goal. We have fought a lot and many times she says she needs a break and wants to take time off and after our recent fight I didn’t text her even once. She has texted me and made a plan now. What should I do?

3am Thoughts

Recently, i came to know one thing that no matter how hard you try there are some things that aren’t meant for you. There was a friend in my college whom I consider as my best friend. She used to share all her problems and good things with me. But as time passes i see a lot of change in her. She now used to call me only when she wants something or if there was any project, assignment or presentations. I was like she is just using me for her own benefit. I tried to confront her about after a long time. Then she was like “Why are you being so judgemental?” 
It was at this moment i realised that again the same thing just like in my school days. People blame me in the end for not being a good friend.
I just don’t know what to do now, even after giving my full efforts in maintaining my friendship but still i am afraid if same thing happened again 😔😔
I hope this thing never happened to anyone because it truly hurts when after doing all good things you only got nothing. 😔
Thank you 

Friends

So it's even didn't been like 1 month since me and my best friend broke up and she literally found herself a new best friend and that girl who is now her current best friend was the girl who tried to break our friendship 10 months ago I'm devastated how heartless can a human can be! She was like the loyal friend that I used to own but she broke me into pieces and also within 2,3 weeks she got herself a new bestie am I this much bad that I can't even keep a loyal best friend??? Like I'm speechless our 4 years of friendship ended within seconds and that stupid heartless animal got someone new like wow this is how fair is this world here I'm crying also into depression and that animal is enjoying with her new best friend well I know her friendship will not stay very long cuz that girl who is now her best friend is a worst human that you can possibly imagine she steal her friend's boyfriends and best friends and I think she stole mine too but how can my best friend can leave me for a random person idk what to do... I just can't handle this situation anymore!

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