Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hurt and confused and in pain
We met through tinder. Had decided it was just for sex. Met. Hooked up. But we both kept chatting everyday and every night.
Shared our hurts and pains. Shared our happiness and everything in between. Fought. Made up. Broke up. Got back together.
I fell in love with him. Told him. He said that he loved me but diatanced himself a little from me.
After that whenever we met it wasn’t just sex. We spent time talking, watching movies, drinking and laughing.
He was out of country for almost 2months. Due to time difference had a lot of fights. Took his silent treatment many times. Patched things up but always talked when he wanted virtual sex. Fought due to this. I got attached and he broke my heart and me by saying that I had no right over him. Kept saying “we are not a couple”.
Accepted it. Tried moving on. Stopped talking. He came back to India. He kept messaging. Saying that I didn’t care for him and many emotional things to take him back. I said yes for being just friends. But he wanted to talk daily and I did.
He keeps telling me about other girls in his life. How some one proposed him for marriage and sends me screenshots of their chats. It hurts to hear this.
I was supposed to meet him after 4months but he cancelled last minute and I snapped. I fought and he got angry. I was on a call with a guy friend when he kept messaging and so I replied late and said I was in on a call with a friend.
From that moment I have heard a lot about how I should meet any guy and sleep with them. I tried and tried to make him understand that I wasn’t sleeping with anyone else but no use. And now we are not talking again. Broken up for good I feel.
He says we aren’t a couple, yet expects me to not think about dating anyone. He can sleep with anyone he wants to but I am not allowed the same liberty.
What should I do? I am so confused and this sudden silent treatment from him is causing me actual physical pain along with mental anguish