I am a nice person . I don’t stab people 

Thank you so much for the kind words. I am trying to forget but guess only time will make me better

I'm a really sensitive person. Only now that i'm 28 i started to love "that" girl and fall in love for her. And then i discovered that she has already someone.
It hurt me a LOT!
The way i got through this was just expressing every emotion that came from inside me. I just let my inner me express through crying, shouting, being angry etc...
And obviously it takes some time, but you need to not see "that" person and concentrate on the more important thing on your life and day by day you'll get better.
And don't forget destiny! If he's meant to be that he'll be, if not someone better will be... Trust me 😊
Hug you 🤗

How to get over “THAT” guy ? 



Crush

I don't think I can ever get over him. 

Exhausted

I sometimes hate my ex. 
He has completely forgotten about me. 
I hate that i still love him.
Its funny though- you love someone- supposed to be a good thing not a burden. 
And i hate myself for loving him and that too - SOO much , that I completely forgot about myself and he never chose me above himself, ofcourse one should never, but this thing just maybe reminds me of how was and am i treating myself just because i wanted him at whatever cost. 
I still love him and he seems to move on.
We talk sometimes and throughout our conversation, i just keep on wishing to hear something lovable.
Oh i feel so sick ! 🥲🥲
And he is a person who is image conscious- and whenever something nice happens he kinda act like 
“ YEAH, i am that” i mean very proudly !! 
And everytime he makes me feel as if i am behind, he always says “ once you get to go out of the house and do job, you will know then”.
Well thats ok, i will know when i have to, but he dont have to make me feel about that everytime! 
Everywork demands hard work and all the things but it doesn’t justify his actions when he makes me feel as if i dont value or i am unaware of this this job and hardwork thing. Yes, i am trying to clear my exam and i will do job but everytime, he says, YOU WILL KNOW. Just makes me so mad !
And i know, if he gets to be the RICHEST man, he will act so shit, i know, i feel as if money is like really important to him, important than a person ? How come ?
I never loved anything above him !
But for him,i wont even matter that much if he gets to be that rich !

Frustration

Hi friends!
I would like to share what thoughts are running ryt now at @1:30am . 
During my initial days of job training I met a guy in my team. Felt so connected, I travelled 3 months with him. Later I couldn't clear training n I need to leave the job. I saw *tears* in his eyes that day when I was leaving. I have never seen a guy crying so after my father and brother for me!

Later I found some job in other state but couldn't come out of his thoughts. He is so connected to me but he kind of behaves uninterested,disconnected, egoistic n arrogant sometyms. He takes long time to respond to my text msgs. Hence 3 months ago I messaged him saying that "I am done with understanding you..I am done with everything". He didn't respond to that msg.

Recently a month ago...he again messaged me saying..he is sorry. He overreacted etc.. and I started to speak normally. He kind of talked to me intimately asking me to share pics of mine. For which I wasn't really ok. After few days when I was casually talking about his behaviour or what had hurt me about his behaviour, he abruptly left the chat. After a week gap, I messaged him " hi..how r u dng.." then he replied "I am done with talking. I  am done with feelings too". 

I don't understand his behaviour.  When I moved on, he himself msgd me stating sorry and later he himself left me by saying the same dialogues which I said him. I feel so disturbed by his behaviour. I feel he is kind of egoistic that he always wanted to ignore and wants me to crave back.but the connection we share reminds me of him. How do I get out of his thoughts!

Recently

Emotional Abuse

Hii! So i am an advocate, 23 years old. Just completed my graduation few months ago. I am preparing for masters. I am in love with someone. We have been together for almost 3 years now, a simple fairy tale it has been. We two are pretty serious and think of future together. Point is that i am an ambitious person, but i ain't able to focus on my career thinking and worrying about how we are gonna convince our families. My partner although is a very positive chill individual, ready for whatever comes. Since last 3 years i've been severely burdened by the fact that no one in my family knows about my relationship, although we were planning to tell them in the coming years. I live in a typical joint family, and they have been receiving Rishtas or marriage proposals for me (for an Arranged marriage). I had no clue that they themselves have been looking for guys as yesterday my father approached me and out of no where started discussing about one of the proposals that my relatives have been approaching us about. I strictly said No. Being shock driven by all this, i decided to confront my mother about my relationship and how we are planning to marry, just had'nt thought everything to be this soon. My mother and sister in law handled the whole thing with immense positivity. But as i wasn't prepared for all of this to happen so soon, i am facing panic attacks, i have completely lost my appetite due to stress, and no sleep. Why is it so difficult for an indian girl to discuss something so crucial with her family or parents? Why are we so trapped in the baggage of patriarchy so much that women's opinion don't matter so much? Anyone with words of wise  please help me here. I need it. 

Marriage

I am 19 years old.  I have been really bad at relationships . I fall in love very easily .I get attached to people too soon that at the end it completely breaks me down. Its been three months I started dating a guy ,he has been really nice to me . To me a relationship is something that has a commitment (I am not saying that it should last forever but I should atleast feel like the person with whom I am wants to be with me) .I never had a proper relationship,I was 13 when i first started dating but that was just a kiddish fantasy and a long distance relationship that ended gradually in a span of three months.One year back there was another guy with whom i conversated all night long and gradually my feelings  for him has started to grow,maybe he observed that and asked me to confess.He gave me all positive  signs from his sides ,made me trust him ,I confessed  but the next day he told me all he could offer me is his friendship.I had a conversation with this guy for three months long. This had affected me so deep that I had isolated myself from everyone .But slowly I thought I should give myself another chance . I met the guy am dating now 3 months back ,but what makes me anxious is that he does not accept me in front of everyone.He wants to keep me anonymous and he is my classmate and we act like stangers in front of everyone.I had a 2 month talk on chat but the first time we met we had been intimate (This was the first time ) . We still have a good talk now he gives me time but i think the relationship has faded away .He has some kind of attraction towards my friend and says that he wants to give it a chance so that he does not regret later . Its difficult for me to let him go but at the same time for his happiness i tell him to do whatever he feels like.But he says he does not wants to leave me . This confusion of his disturbs my mind .He says am not the right person for him and he feels my friend would understand him more better .This makes me jealous sometimes and for no reason and  i yell at my friend unintentionally . He also has never confessed his feelings never said "I love you " which i am literally waiting to hear those three words from him.He says he can't love me,can't leave me but also am not the right person for him . I dont know what should i do ,am overthinking abt it so much that it is killing me inside and disturbing my mental health  .

Relationships

What will you do?

Happiness for being a gay with a guy in months or Happiness with your gf in 6yrs relationship and your child?

You know the truth since from that start that he is a gay, but still you accept that because you love him.  And he prove to you that he loved you also. 

But why he forgot you and cheat you for a guy that he meet in months. And continue cheating you for a guy. 

Is that truth that gay will choose a guy over a girl even that they already a child?

Depression

I had my breakup, a year back.
There is this saying that.. if you touch someone soul's before there body, that's a true love. Same happened to me.
I fell in love with the soul of this person.
But we had to breakup as we have our differences like. I am a north indian and he is a South indian.
I have never had feelings for anyone in this one year of gap.
I still love him and when ever I feel like I should move on, there is this another feeling that kills me on thinking that I should move on.
I talk to my ex boyfriend sometimes.
We start good but he end up making me feel like piece of shit .
Like I am just a randome girl behind him.
I forgive him.
I over think a lot.
I don't any frnds ..because he didn't wanted me to be with any one my old frnds to be happ with ..
I left it all.
I.feel so depressed.that I had to see therapist.
Can someone please help me ..


my ex and I broke up a year ago because he got bored of me. He randomly removed me from insta 3 months ago but i eventually got over him. Now he starts blaming me and talking bad abt me and it breaks my heart and cant let me fully heal

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts