How to get over a reel life charecter !!!

How can I not differentiate reel and real life!!!
Being a pro it's really shocked me!!

Loosing myself 


Here is pandemic lockdown it's been 2.5 yr. I am being depressed out of all these... seriously thinking real life is a fairy tale🙃🙃
Thank you 🙂

You are talking to the guy who reads books and then starts fantasising abt that world for days.

Go out with your real friends, have some fun meet some people, its not the end of the world….u will be alright

Depression

will it ever get better 
i have had all kinds of pain
i have toxic parents
had a bad childhood and now having a hard time
dad fell sick after a brain stroke and my mom doesn't let one chance slide to make him feel miserable
i never got any love
mom and dad are too busy hating on each other calling me the reason they are staying still together pathetic...
i can't pursue the study  i wanted to
and mental health is down the hills
 and i have toxic best friends who doesn't wanna me talk about my problems cause it's annoying for her.
she called me a hoe just because I confessed to my guy besty and i still love him
and have a long-distance relationship
with a really happy guy with chill parents
i'm always uncomfortable and can't share anything with him
and my sister she goes and tell everyone everything in a negative way
i don't talk to her much
it's like i have no one
things are getting harder these days

Exhausted

I literally don't like why people are making it a dating platform... nowadays I'm seeing many people using it as dating platform
let it be mental health platform...you can find your partner in other sites or apps....
Lets be clear ITS NOT A DATING SITE
🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

Literally lonely,just music eradicated this🧸

3am Thoughts

I am feeling super annoyed
This guy likes me and he talks with many girls casually, I like him too.... (Not sure whether it is love Or not) But he is enjoying his time with many girls and boys of his class, I don't know y I feel jealous and he confessed his love, but his actions acts another way, I am the one who is waiting for his text everyday and I am sure he is not hitting any other girl, and even if we talk we have no topic.... Super irritated when he talks about his moments with his frnds... Am I acting odd and no idea y does his happiness hurts me

Jealous

My ex hooks up w God kws how many women nd it kills me bcz i am still stuck at him. I am soo sick of this feeling arghhh
He says he likes me and i obviously feel he lying and playing w me. 
I am soo sick of it.
Done.
Period.
I am 
Moving on.

I’m having a hard time. 

I m feeling mix of emotions ri8 now and heart beats are high af I don't know what's happening 

I am not feeling good since last few days, I feel like I'll never feel good or normal again
I'm doing everything, all my work that needs to be done in my day to day routine but I do not feel it, feels like I'm just doing them cuz I have to
If I ask myself that what is happening w me or what is it that I actually want? Then I don't have the answer! 
I feel lost
I don't want to talk to anyone and the people that want to talk to me, I push them away
I at times feel sorry for myself then I want to talk to someone, someone who understands this feeling but I've nobody like that
I don't like the way I feel anymore
I want to change it but I can't
I mean whaaattttttttheeefuck is wrong w me man 
I feel like I'm dead on the inside
If someone ever reads this then they'll sympathize or simply tell me that it's just a phase
May be it is but what am I supposed to do now?
If this shit continues then I might kill myself
Am I depressed for real? 
No this can't be it
I feel like something is missing
Nobody talks to me anymore
I used be the cool kid but I've nobody around me now
I feel alone as well
Fuck I'm sorry why tf do I have to go through all this


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