How people treat me bothers me a lot and i cry about the smallest things 🙁anyone feels the same ?

yes me but i cry att my room 
and no one hear  it

Yes me, and I hate it, I think about it so so so much, like for days even if it's stranger, I hate it, 

3am Thoughts

This is my first thought out here , I really need your help guys , nowadays I don't feel good about myself because I cannot recognise myself . I feel like a whole different person , I am in college and doing stuff that i know i wouldn't have done back in school , I feel so guilty even though its not a big deal . Help me out people , really appreciate your help. 

College

Want somebody to talk

Confusion

my friend , are you here? i miss you.maybe i wasn't a friend to you ,just a person whom you shared your issues with well we met online through a social platform you were anonymous to me and you knew me ,we were batchmates,our meeting was just a coincidence,i really want to talk to you friend,but I'm being controlled by a person ,but if you're here somewhere just know that I miss you too and i dont know if you consider me as a friend though,also i'm scared if something bad happens like what had happened before.I didn't lie to you I swear.
I hope I find you here.

Friends

Anybody is or wanna binge something rn ? Im boreddd af 
Hmu

Movies

Since I am new here, I am going to do a run down on my life. When I was born, my parents were together for a little while, then they split. My mom got custody and I would see my dad on Wednesday and every other weekend. Sometimes, he wouldn't show up. For the next few years, he was on and off and he would spoil rotten. Skip forward a few years, my grandpa died from lung cancer. We were really close too. A little bit after that, my step dad and my mom got together. I went from being an only child to having two siblings. We grew up. At age 10, I started to like girls. At age 11, I came out as lesbian. (Because at this time, I was a girl). Then I kept switching between Bisexual and Lesbian and Omni and Pan. I just couldn't figure it out. All I knew was, I was not normal. My sixth grade year, I started questioning my gender.  At that point, I liked any gender. I started to go by she/they. I didn't like it. And I didn't know why. That year, I befriended a lesbian. I fell in love with her. But, she was dating someone. I fell in love with someone else. There was a lot of stuff. And at one point, we kissed, then she turned on me. She hated me. Then, we became friends again. Then I had to switch schools. I started to cut. I got so depressed. I got a crush on yet another girl. She likes someone else. At this time, I had done shoved down that feeling. But, it reserfused. I took quizzes and each time, I wished that male would show up. I took that as a sign, and the more I think about it, I feel so uncomfortable as a female. So, now I currently Identify as a Omnisexual Male. 

Growing Up

I don't what's going on. It feels like no one is there for me even though i was there for everyone. My mom got hospitalised few days ago. It was so complicated and she wanted a major complicated surgery on Friday. I was busy with that i was so tensed about my mom. I told my friends about it. But they forgot about that. It strikes my really hard. Because I was there for everyone minute problmes though. Because of the surger i couldn't messaged my friends. But they forgoted about my mom's surgery and  they mocked at me saying I was always busy with my own stuffs. It really lost all my affection towards them. Because it was about my mom not any other women. Sorry for my poor english

Depression

Confused

Lonely

Not every happiness needs a reason, not every sadness needs to be celebrated. 
Make yourself wiser rather than overthinker. 
In this generation, Every small thing from product to people is trying to tell you, that you sre not enough. 
But you my friend, you are what this whole world is trying to find, so just because the world isn't able to serve you your expectations, You don't change yourself to be like one of them. You dont know, how many hopes are wishing to just meet someone like you, You haven't just met them, but one day you will and you surely will and this difference of .1 percent will put a smile on your face for every courage you showed when the world was trying to put you down. 


Good Morning 

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