How many people Are using this application more than a year now? Like without any gap or break?

Try to do so,my bet you'll get a good day after having a good network,it isn't mandatory to create relationships only 

Cant you challenge me to prove you  a correct 

Intro

From, last 5-6 months I am suffering from very uncommon thing and i was totally silent when it is the matter of sharing with anyone else. But before three months I started sharing to my closest persons but they are saying that those are happen due to my behavior and i am only the person who can let me out of this. But i tried very hard to climb this mountain, still my efforts are not able to find the path for the same. It's request anybody whoever is well known to this problem can help me 🙏

1. From, last several months I am feeling that i am forgetting the things rapidly means the things are not coming out from my subconscious mind when I try to remember it . 


Mental Health

Yesterday something crazy happened, I was with my friends and we played some Holi and last night I consumed a lot of alcohol. I was so drunk that I hardly remember anything. Today morning when I got up I was in my undies and one of my guy friend who is also my crush was sleeping beside me. I remember faintly that we kissed last night. Idk what happened after that but as I was in my underwares I guess something must have happened. Idk what to do? I am still feeling dizzy and have headache. Should I talk with him? He is still sleeping. I talked with my best friend she said to talk with him. I'm soo confused and irritated. 

Relationships

Dass Khaan Tu Aawega
Ankhiyan Je Meecha Ni ✨

3am Thoughts

I had the worst interview today. It was my first time ever and it sucked! 

Work

I have lost my job because of the current situation. I don't have any home. I can't ask for money from parents because I left home long ago to be independent. This is really stressful. Future is so uncertain. I don't know what to do. Which job to do. I used to teach in a college but now there are no teaching jobs or any jobs for my field. This makes me really anxious thinking how will I survive. I feel like if nothing works out I will kill myself. 

Anxiety

Just why am I so lonely?
Just why doesn't my vibe match with other people?
Why do things gotta be the way they are all the time?
Why can't things be a bit more relaxed and tilted towards me?
Why is it it always me who has to bend and adjust to "fit in" or making a simple small talk convo and hold it for some time?
WHY?

Society

Hi, I'm in love with my best friend but my best friend is already in a relationship for 2 years. My relationship with him is weird, its what i would usually do with people that I am in a romantic relationship with such as calling first thing in the morning, gaming all day and calling at night. I asked his why we call after a gaming session and its was because he likes it. (At this point i dont know what to think or do). We would literally spend every hour if we can on call (sometimes not even talking) or gaming. Sometimes when we game and I make him laugh, its like i fell for him over and over again. He is everything I have ever looked for in a guy :(. 

I respect his relationship with his gf and I would try and move on, believe me I TRIED. Part of me wants to tell him how i really feel but im afraid of losing him because no one else. The other part just wants to shove all my feelings in a box and continue to be his forever 'friend'. But his always asking me if im okay, im afraid that one day im going to snap and confess to him and just lose everything. I didn't know who I would turn and talk about him. He is my best friend. I tell him **almost everything**.

Hi. I just thought that this day would be okay but it turned out that it's not. I've live my life without feeling that I have someone with. I am used to do things by myself. I am not that close to my family, because I chose to study away from them, I would just talk to them if needed or if they like me to do something. Last year, my father died and it was my complete downfall, I am full of regrets but no tears were coming from me. For that reason, the communication between me and my family became almost nothing. I focused myself on studying, I took the course that my father dreamt of, but from all of those I still can't forget my father. Now, my mother called me. She is crying. She told me that, it seems like I don't even remember that I have a mother, and it is so hard. I really dont know what to do. It is so hard. I'm so tired...

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