How is that feeling, when you wake up at night  and one sing is on your head " Aji dekho, seeney mein kesi, halchal machi hai ooo janjaannnnn" 

PS : I am not hor...ny 

3am Thoughts

Mere ek thought ko approve hone me 5 hr chale gaye ab woh dikh hi nai rha kisi ki 

@nowandme please improve your screening of thoughts 

Super stressed! Eyes are hurting. Kitna padhna hai. Pure din uthte hi bas padhna shuru karna padega. 

I woke up and it's kind of gloomy and my first thought was "brightness itna kam kyu hai" what why🌝😂

Sometimes I don't recognize the person I see in the mirror, Aaj Tak lagta tha waqt k saath log progress karty hain toh mere saath kia hua what went wrong ?.. ek saal phle Tak main bilkul opposite person thi if us person ko describe karna ho toh - 
-Passionate about her goals
-Flamboyance personality
-outspoken and outgoing
Here I am now a complete changed person , har 4th day pe mera breakdown hota , ghr main koi samajhta hain ni , friends thy woh dosti k layak ni thy !. Kese waqt aapky saath joke karta hain complete life example mere saath hua hain , physical abuse, hatred, solitude fear yein sab face kia hain!.. but as I said always I don't have give up attitude bas ye ni badla although kabhi kabhi hota hain ke just give up fr woh purani personality aajate hain ( Nopes I am not going to bow down, I am a survivor I will survive whatever storms are coming 🙂.. but it's hard pull yourself together and stop crying, i just miss the old me !. 🤞



Life

 4din se uska msg nii aaya tha to maine monday ko msg kiya to usne tuesday ko seen krke reply kiya raat me phir maine reply kiya uske msg ka  to usne thursday ko msg seen krke reply kiya hmesha boht late me reply krta h or hr baar ek aaisa msg krdeta h ki mai reply kru mujhe smjh nii aarha kya kr rha ye...mai wait krti rehti hu reply ka or ye mere mind ko khae ja rha😐 mai isko direct boldu kya itne late me reply kyu krta h baat krna hai to bol nhi krna to bhi bolde mai wait nhi krskti itna tere reply ka preshan ho chuki hu mai...ya jaisa chl rha chlne du kuch na bolu or maine socha tha maibhi uska msg ignore kru but maine glti se kl raat wale msg ka reply krdiya abhi😅 

My friend who i had feelings for (still have a bit), called me bhai and i told her to never call me bhai again because i am not her bhai. I've confessed my feelings to her earlier and she told me that she doesn't feel the same way for me. Isn't it a bit insensitive on her part to call me bhai when she knows exactly what i feel about her? You don't reciprocate, fine! but the least you can do is respect the other person's feelings. I did the right thing by telling her right?

Confusion

Mere saath kya ho rha hai kuch pata nai pehle aisa tha ki bahr ki duniya mereko sahi lgti thi ab ek time aisa aaya ki ab mereko apne parents ki ahmiyat pata chala phir ek time aisa aaya ki trust bhi Gaya laga ab akele hee journey pe Jana hai phir ab aisa hogya hai ki a. Itna Durr aagya hu ki kisi ki jrurat nai hai phir bhi khud ko mai andar se vacant paata hu nai pata andar hee andar ye khaya ja rha hai samay ke saath Maine sabki help ki apne around lekin aaj aisa hogya hai ki sirf mai hu baaki mere liye koi nai hai 

Stress

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