How does dating a girl feel?? I have this girl i like. I wanted to how it feel! ❤️❤️❤️

Its the best feeling in the world, you are hooked onto your phone all the time... everything around does not matter... your partner is a deity and you are offering your thoughts, prayers and love the whole time.... 🤣😅😂

Love

What should be my choice?
My family or my dream.
Their situation or my situation.
Their problems or my depression
I really need to know..i am living a life which is not mine and i am not happy.
I hate being selfish ..its gonna cost me so much...i am stuck and the best part ...i am alone.


Depression

Hiii
Plz drop sense into me what am i doing
I love someone else
I asked out another guy on a date
Nd nd i am planning to hook up w some other guy
Everything is happening soo fast nd is chaotic

FOMO

I'm not going lie. It's been difficult these past few months. But I see myself growing stronger each day and that motivates me to continue this journey. Yes I have horrid days, but I try to stay positive. It's least I can do for myself. I hope one day i can learn to love me for who I am and who I'm becoming.

Motivation

Only if we could be anonymous in real world too, many untold truths would have been told, many wounds would have been healed and many people would have survived. 🙂

Hope

Thought u were cool but ah another infatuation oop.. 

Affirmations

I have so much Shit building inside of me and i don't know how long i can take it.
I have literally no outlet. The person who actually used to care has completely stopped caring. I've tried online platforms but its just isn't helping! I cry myself to sleep every night, and it isn't nice. Always have to pretend that everything's fine in front of other people. Not one day has gone by in the past 6 weeks where i have been genuinely happy. It frickin' sucks, i am so mentally exhausted, i just breakdown whenever i am alone. I've become unproductive af because of the same. I am lonely af. I hate the life i am living rn, i just want someone to hold my hand and listen to me. I dont want a solution, Just listen to me and tell me that I'll get through it. But ofc, no one cares that much.

Frustration

I'm in a surprisingly good mood today. Hope no kid on the bus ruins it by screaming when he sees me.

Hello, I am a new user on this site therefore this is my first time posting.

Warning: This is a bit of a long post.


Currently, I have been feeling very much confused and afraid of myself, not about my sexual orientation. My mind has been filled with worry regarding my future, my school, and my family.  My sisters say that I shouldn't mind family problems, however, I'm the type of person that cares too much about others to the point where even if it isn't my problem I start to become very worried. I am not as headstrong as them and it is so difficult for me to ignore this. There are times where I do forget about these problems but it feels like I'm cheating, and in the end, the problems come back running to me. Most of the family members actually drag me into their drama either intentionally or not, and it has been messing with my mental health. 

Every month since the start of the school year, I experience severe burnout from school work. I feel like my depression is coming back, but I'm not really sure. Right now, I have about maybe 10 to 20 outputs that need to be worked on but I just don't have it in me to move, and when I do my mind just doesn't turn on and I get EASILY distracted. 

I've passed almost all of my outputs since the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd Semesters, and now I just don't want to do it anymore. I'm late on submissions and I have been skipping my online classes. The pressure and anxiety I receive from both my family problems and school problems is suffocating me and it is getting hard for me to breathe. I'm afraid to speak about my feelings because I don't want to burden them. I want to take a break from school but then I questioned myself "What are you going to do then?" I can't just sit and lay on my bed all day like a spoiled brat because I would feel extremely guilty. If I try to help my mother with chores, she sometimes insists that I stop and let her handle it. 

There are so many emotions mixing inside me and I just want it to stop. I want to go to therapy to sort these emotions out, as well as the negative thoughts and bad memories that have been excessively popping in my mind daily. However, we don't have the money and my family still has to pay for our tuition, house, necessities, and loans.

I am afraid to fail and repeat. I am afraid to disappoint them. I am afraid of their reactions. I am afraid of what will happen in the future. Right now, it feels like there is no escape route for me to go and I can't let out all these feelings on my friends since they might be going through something bad as well, and it might affect their mental health too. 

There are a lot of things that I want to say but it's hard to explain.


Thank you for reading, I hope you continue your day with good vibes.

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