How do you find mental peace in troubled time. At times it feel like I am alone in a ocean floating for days tired and the next day feels like a bright joyful day. Not sure what exactly is happening and what am I going through. 

3am Thoughts

How do I die and born in another country so my accent won't matter when I wanna be a youtuber / gamer or any other job

Hope

one of my friends is cutting on a call with me because i cut earlier and idk what to do becuase that shit makes me want to cut more. 

Self Harm

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Other

Some say it's painful to wait for someone. Some say it's painful to forget someone. But I think the worst pain is when you don't know whether to wait or forget.

Ever felt like dying  because  you  hate yourself  and you have lost all your control  on  each and every  situation of life yet dusre ke perspective  se bohot better  hai life but aapke hisab se its mess 

Frustration

I just feel super tensed when small thing happens  , i just dont know how to convince my brain. I will give a example i work good in the office like am good with all the necessary policies i mean people come up to me to ask but on the flip side i dont trust my decision and i miss i blame myself   i mean i got an error today and now my brian is not thinking properly and am not able to remember normal policies  also and am panicking and so fearfull that am making another mistakes how do i   stop this i am fearful for everthing if anyone ask me to participate in dancing or anything if its in front of new people or lot of people i froze and i my brain doesnt function it feel lile i will faint but i wont and am the least interested person u will  ever  meet i dont have one quality i dont have a good dressing sense nor i can talk proper english or  atleast i could talk my opinion out am just  not liking myself i feel  i am Dumb  i cant take this y am i like this   i dont have maturity or do i have any mental condition.. Like look at everyone am  at my age (22 )  are acheving so many things they handling finances and running business and know how to talk or as simple as doing one video i cant even see my face in mirror i dont know i feel like i have not acheived anything in life just living  that's it 

Mental Health

I'm getting tired of people comparing me with others and expecting me also to be like them. It is so sad that even in work place also these things still exist. Why no one recognise that everyone has there own speciality. Why everyone thinks I have to know everything even when they won't tell. Even after knowing I'm new to everything?


Stress

As from my previous story.
Yesterday I finally told my new boyfriend about my ex. What he did to me and how he treated me. I was completely honest and so I wanted to confront him from my side.
And he was okay with all of this. He still loves me and is ready to be wid me. He was really angry on ex for wht he did to me. 
I think I have finally found my Soulmate

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