How do someone comes out of abusive household. A father who thinks his child as burden and is always ready thrash and yell and kick them out of house. No amount prayer, counseling has helped. I feel like this world is over for me. I can’t say these to my friends because I don’t want them to think bad about my father. All I feel like is to run away and just keep on running and never look back and then I think of my mother and it makes me stop as to what will happen if I am not there. I have this constant suicidal thoughts and then I occupy my mind by happy memories and college days just to not commit anything stupid
You should stay and work hard. Grow up strong for your mother. And prove your father that you are something. Maybe when you become successful your father will not think your are worthless. And will give you love and respect you deserve as their child. You can not change you father but you can change yourself and the circumstances.
I have already made a very good career. I earn way more than my peers and spent a lot of it in supporting my family. It just feels like whatever I do it will never be enough.
