How am I feeling? terrible. horrible. the immense hatred I contain towards my family is taking over me. I don’t know if I’m sad or angry. perhaps, both. whatever it is, it’s a feeling that sucks. trying to hold back my tears, biting my tongue, feeling a lump in my throat. I’m sick. I’m sick of them but I’m also sick, physically. Nobody seems to give a flying f. I’m so tired. I wish they would love me, for once.
Just cry… Let it all out… Don’t keep it inside… You will be ok eventually… I know this is a difficult phase of your life but it will pass… I know going through this is hurting you deep inside. Trust me I can understand you… But keep it together my boy! You will get through this… Strength to you
thank you :) your reply made me smile. maybe things will get better eventually. they have to one day.
I am happy that I could make you smile… And yes things will get better eventually. Nothing lasts forever. May it be sadness or happiness.