Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

how am i feeling?.. let’s just say that complicated, exhausted, confused, and sometimes even numb too. And when i just try to figure out the reason behind me feeling all of this nothing comes to my mind like it’s blank in there. So i try doing other things to calm myself or to explain it better i just distract myself from my mind or whatever.
i just felt like sharing what i am constantly feeling these days and let it all out, maybe talking to strangers will help getting some perspective.