Horrible. I thought that I did the best that I could at a job. As a a senior leader. The deck was stacked against me from day 1. I ended up getting fired. It was a blessing in disguise. But now I’ve heard that former people came back since I’ve left. And I feel like a failure. And a total asshole. I know I ducked up at times of stress. But I did the best I could and I did a damn good job. I feel like a piece of shit

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any recommendations for books with LGBTQ representation?

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Hi i (27m) in a relationship with my gf(23) for more than 3 years,In a past few days everything tilted upside down,or i can say i am in a mental trauma fully depressed.so i am coming to the point i was upset with my gf because she ignored my calls,msgs and feeling me Priority less even i cried alot in phone because i want to end relationship but she denied and call me to meet in a park she apologize like she usually do (saying sorry again again)and  like i said 'usually' i accepted her apology.we sitting in a  park we kiss we talk and suddenly she want to eat something and feeling weekness because she's on her period,so we go to the restaurant we eat together and i say to her "lets go Madam" ( in a funny loving way )she got mad at me and saying why u said madam infront of some people i said whats wrong i said it's normal chill but she's don't listen and keep telling don't call me madam in public places and I argued why its nothing wrong suddenly I yell because not only for this matter but other matter which happened to me in a past(feeling priority less n all) she also keep telling me to drop home in angry manner then i hold her cheeks tightly don't talk to me now I also lost my mind because m fully exhausted and take her but i don't know i don't wanna loose her i stopped my bike and hug her tightly n starred crying and said sorry for my behavior but she doesn't say a single words she keep saying drop me home i started my bike n crying in bike while riding keeps telling her you provoke my anger for last few days thats why i hold your cheeks tightly m in so much anger but she didn't listen now i also in say a single word now like her riding my bike.but i don't know what she think she say lets go in park back but i denied and stopped in bus stop n said you go by walking and i ran my bike by 100m.above my bus stop (i realised i have done wrong by dropping her in a road like that i take u- turn to the bus stop i keep calling her but she blocked me i keep calling her again agin the i saw her in bus stop she she's me n i wave her but she ignored and sit in a bus)i was teared apart in the road i started my bike come through her house colony but she i didnt she her i come to her colony by 3 and waited there after 3 hours she comes in the road where i was waiting going to the market with her sister i started my bike and say i want to talk to you she says okay we go in temple nearby she angrily shouted at  me and i have no words i am in silently listening her and explains i didnt left you i have come over to take you still u didn't come m crying like hell,I don't why i lover her alot she has done so many mistake likes hiding, cheating feeling me.a priority less still i don't wanna loose her but when i cried she stand hug me to forget n all and say go i will meet you tomorrow.
I thought everything will be okay now.m feeling guilt for holding her cheeks and leaving her alone,but the main part starts from here in night she texted u have done wrong i am feeling terrible u done to me and i said babe we have sorted out all at y'day night but she keeps blaming but i calmly accepted and said sorry for everything that i have done we 
She called me to meet because she wamt to go to her college. For some documentation i agreed i come over her place and take her to the college. She done all the work amd she say let's go somewhere ( i thought everything will be good from now m super happy) we ho to the nearest park we sit ,we have good time but i don't know she cursing me bad words that we don't use in a relationship which makes me angry i ignored all but limit is when crossed when she starts hitting in my face i said pls don't this she keeps laughing n said  she's doing normally don't take it seriously i also ignored this but after sometime she took my phone checking my gallery pics n keep scrolling through the pics and keep asking who's she who's she why she sent her pics i said she sent it on whatsapp group (clg frnd WA grp) she keeps checking my phone,i don't feel right i take her suddenly and i said when i don't check yours phone then why you doing,i normally take her phone ask her unlock she unlocked i also oper her gallery pics but what she think she started grabbing like no one else i also starting pulling but suddenly she slapped me in my face(there are few people around there) ...m stunned she started saying sorry i don't know what to do how to react...she keeps changing topic again again and laughing when i say why u slapped she says u also hold my cheeks y'day and keep me saying just to ignore she has a habit of hitting to everyone she also take my hand and say u also slap me but don't take seriously.i said lets go i stand start the bike take her and drop her she didn't say single word like she has not done anything wrong.Again in night her sister is my frnd we had paln to meet she was also ther e but i don't talk to her and u know what she also say a single words to me liek m stranger.she completely ignoring me again like i have done something wrong.even i also said some little thing but she completed ignoring me.i dropped both of her her sis even said say bye to him she didn't even turn.

I don't know what you guys thinking after reading this sorry for my english but pls understand my feeling m feeling depressed i don't know  what to do .
Ps: in past she hide several things,lied even cheat(not fully) i always forgive her for all her mistakes but she never learn from her mistake her mistake are always repeatable.
Guys pls help!
Thank You in advance :)

Relationships

If someone says they care, but leave you alone during a breakdown or anxiety attack and call you after a while or remain calm even after knowing your situation, what does it mean? 

Fuck toxic people who pretend to be your friend!

I'm not understanding what to do what to decide in my life. I'm really going crazy. I'm feeling to run away from people, I want to be alone somewhere peacefully but I'm scared. My head is blasting sonny what I thinking about.. 

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