Hope in the divine can empower a human being to overcome unimaginable obstacles. In a terrible predicament, when our hearts embraced hope, we attracted a power beyond ourselves to guide us, purify us and, ultimately, liberate us.

3am Thoughts

We never realize the value until it becomes a memory 

Depression

What memories of us that i love so much
1. When you sat next to me on exam and during the exam i noticed i made a mistake and corrected it. When the result came out, it was so funny that you also do the same. So shame that i correct it, if not you will also know about this.
2. Im happy that you talk to me, i was nervous  and also happy when you talk about what you will do in your future and i think you tell this because you are comfortable around me, so do i!!!!
3. You also sat next to me again!!!!!! Im happy and nervous
What if...
1. I told my friend that i like you, they will tell you that secret and what will happen?
2. I also say i like you when you confess??
3. I stay longer at school and waiting for you to call me??
4. My phone are okey?? Will you contact me??
5. I text you today?? Will accept it with excitement or displeased?
I miss you, i know we live far from each other, i dont need us to meet each other or call each every single day. I just need you to love me back

Ik you deserve the best, that's why I exist 

I am losing hope

I feel so used. Why do you have to treat me this badly? And why did I let you treat me this way? All I have done is loving you and this is what you do in return? You can't even make space for me in your life but you can text me when you're in the mood? Is this what your love is? Calling me difficult and paranoid when you drag me along this mess? You're so happy with your life and here I am being not even able to sleep. You've hurt me so bad than anyone else, I really thought you wouldn't treat me like this in a million years. And even after all this I keep on loving you......

Breakup

I am sorry that I hurt you...you were my best friend...
I still can't believe that our friendship faced a tragic end...
I owe you an apology...and I guess this is the right time...
I am a Criminal...hurting you was my crime...
never wanted to let you down...never wanted to see you frown....
it's been a month I am having this feeling and I am so down...
it wasn't my intentions to make you sad.....
it's that all the things I did for you went bad....
now you hate me....that was very hard to accept...
I am feeling like burdened...like I have a debt...
checking bills...nope...all have been paid...
wait its burden of the mistakes that I made...
lets be honest.. one month went like a whole year...
I wish I could move life..in Reverse gear...
Punish me...forgive me...that is what I need...
I just want to undo my wrong deed...
I can't sing...I can't dance...
all I need is another chance...
I just want you to know...that I still care..
and I want to make...everything clear and Fair...
Please Forgive me...that is all what I can say...
I don't want to live like this...it's becoming harder day by day...
Punish me, forgive me, that is what I need.
I just want to undo my wrong deed.

I can't sing; I can't dance.
All I need is another chance.

I just want you to know that I still care,
And I want to make everything clear and fair.

Please forgive me; that is all what I can say.
I don't want to live like this; it's becoming harder day by day.

Never experienced a love at first site kinda thing ...but now actually did ... How to cope up with it ...its increasing gradually :)?

I trusted you with all my feelings, my emotions and my secrets. I showed you my vulnerable side. All i wanted from you was to be my friend, but instead you just stopped caring just because i told you that you're drifting away from me? You know how much i valued, loved and adored you. How and why did you stop loving me? You said you'll never leave me alone and will never stop loving me, but now you are the one who makes me feel alone & unloved. Where did it go wrong? I am hurting here and you just seem fine. You always gave me priority, and now you probably wouldn't care if i am there or not and it hurts. I loved that you trusted me with yourself, told me every little thing, acted clingy to me, made me feel wanted. But now all that is completely gone.it hurts to see you slowly turning into a stranger right in front of my eyes. You say i still hold the same place in your life, i know that's very much a lie but ofc i cant confront you anymore. I just miss you because you just don't seem like "you" anymore.

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