Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

hiii im feeling extremely sad, depressed my lovable sisters not wished me on my birthday, they know it and today they send wishes to my cousin birthday but they not wishes me i feeling extremely broken why not caring about me i feeling so sad for that, im missing them so much and cared them so much now they left me in depression and went away leaving me like this, im missing them so much and wants to talk to them but they not bothering about me they removed me from their life i think so, im not able to leave them. but should i do im literally feeling so sad and wants to cry i think noone loves me and if i care for someone and gives times to them they leaving me, im so much disturbed everything im doing is going in wrong way even when i talk its going wrong im able to live like this, i never used to be like this before.