Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hi! This is just a general reminder post one could say. 2 years back, I proudly used to claim that love isn’t a thing for me, like it would never happen to me because it never did. But then I met the one. I didn’t realise i was falling until he decided to just cut me off. We knew we liked each other but ‘love’ was yet to be discovered. But he didn’t even give me the time to realise, to tell him how much i was in love with him. I really don’t like saying this but unfortunately he was my 1st love, like genuineee!! It really took me a lot to come out of that pit. I would just cry thinking what went wrong for days but not let anyone know that i was this miserable. My bestie helped me a lot through her ‘free-theropy’. But nothing seemed to work for me, a part of me would still have hopes of us getting back, until i decided to stop! He moved on, he found a new girl just a week after we stopped talking, he never tried to make things work then why should i keep a single thread of hope towards him? He didn’t deserve me! Forget about him, I deserve the best i would say, and he was a trash. No, i don’t hold grudge against him, it’s just he didn’t even deserve me to throw him a smile on and i wasted almost a year crying over that person!
I have healed. I smile a lot these days and I am happy. That’s all what matters ig, no?✨