Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hi right now if you ask if I’m ok i would say yes I’m 100% ok but I’m not I’m close to cuting my self at the moment. My parents hate my boyfriend just because me and him live for away from one another. I understand my parents don’t wont me heart broken in the long run. I would call my boyfriend and have him cheer me up because he there with me though everything he seen me at my worse and even though I can be a handful for him he stays and try’s to help me. I cant talk to my boyfriend because he is sleeping and my parents took my phone and I texted him on google hangouts and that’s the last way I can talk to him. I know that I don’t have a good family life and I know love is southing people look for when they don’t have good family’s. But I love him because he will stop what every he is doing to take care of me and to spend time with me. He has lute me meet his mom and sister and I know that’s heard for him because his dad died this summer and he hasn’t dated in a long time. I don’t wont to lose him because my parents wont lute do a long distance relationship.