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@embrasinggurl31

Hi…
My days are going weird.
I just completed a year with my boyfriend today. I love him. But sometimes it gets toxic kind of relationship. Whenever I fight with him I end up so depressed that now a days I pray that I should die because I am not able to handle the pain and hurt which is being caused. I have a problem of overthinking a lot!!! I love him a lot but this emotional thing is making me mad. I have hurt myself physically a few times, I hate it I just it. It’s looks like crying has become my hobby. If I don’t cry for a day, the day is incomplete. I am selfish about him but I don’t want anything to happen to him, happen to us because I have been hurt a lot in pas by guys.
After the last time I got hurt, I had gotten into hookups. Then I met my boyfriend and it’s been exactly a year today! I just wanna be happy!!! That’s what I am asking for. We both have anger issues. If I say if u have a problem leave me, he will say yes. I am scared of losing him but if he says the same I can’t say ok because he is not scared of losing me. When I really love someone, why do I get such response always. Why m I the one who ends up crying.
My academic life is not going well. I am trying for internships since months but no response, my peers have got internships in good companies but I feel like I am failing.
I feel like I should start a new life with new people in a new place with no one else.
It’s all about my boyfriend I think about! Only relations with him take a toss!
I am an idiot I don’t deserve this. I hate my life now. Please!!!

1 reply
Anonymous

I think you should make this life about you instead of him. I’m sure you love him but you gotta love yourself more.

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