Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hi. My background is Australian Lebanese, living in Sydney Australia.
I would like to share something about me.
For a few years and till 2028 I was continuously struggling in pleasing other people, and putting other people first.
I really don’t know exactly what the reason was to have this mentality, maybe because i am a hyper sensitive person.
For a long time I cared about other peoples feelings and emotions and cared about how they thought of me and my actions. This caused me a lot of struggles and problems where i had to overthink some of my passions for music singing and arts at times. I forgot about my feelings and my emotions and forgot to give my self that love but just wanted to spread love to everyone else.
I learned my lesson the hard way where when I needed someone to talk to about my self no one was really and didnt get that mutual respect as I showed others.
For this reason since 2018 I have been working on my self, working on self love, and removing my self from people who I believe they don’t represent me and have been enjoying my own company most of the times.
Since 2018 i have built more confidence and have been working on my goals and passions.

Thank you for reading.