Hi
Its been a long time I’m writting every break down of my realtionship here
And obviously that’s my part not his
So I got some of the replies like I hurted him beyond his belief and how I came to the conclusion that he gave up hope
So I was trying to overcome but I again came to the same stage, I moved on
The thing is I really don’t want to make any conclusions but any how these things came to my mind after seeing everything
Ik I remain, I
And he remains what he is
I tried my best in my ways, maybe wrong, maybe right idk
He did his part what he feels but now I know one thing if things are falling apart and it’s the time to repair it before the mess happens
He remained in his way
He is ignoring me since February yet I didn’t lost any hope and only thought of he is this way he do escape when things go wrong
But cutting calls, removing from snapchat isn’t the option but okay I took it as his anger
After few days I texted him at ig
He replied but yet never said once that lets repair this we can’t loose it , idk if my perceptions are wrong
But the worst part is always he does what he like talks good when he is in mood , gets physical when he is in the mood etc etc
So I’m in the whole process
This was hurting me so I putted my point in front of him he replied like okay okay I got you but then what ???
He thinks I blame him , if I do so in anger can’t he correct me and put his point
Now the grudges have so over powered
I think of that he wants to get worshipped everytime
I’m sorry to say harsh words but things need repair in time when not given we end up with hatred
