Hi. Im new here. I just feel like im not belong to everyone. I always feel lonely but i don’t know why. Even i have some friends but lately i’ve been distance from them. I can’t cope with them. I don’t really know how to tell it. Im really bad with words. I didn’t understand myself or whats going on in my life.

Hi,
Maybe you are overthinking
Or being a bit too self critical.
You are not at all bad with words.
Pls donot judge urself like this.
Pls try to be more kind n nice towards ur ownself
Appreciate the good in u
That makes u more confident..
Try to befriend urself first..
Life is very dynamic
N complex
Too many things keep on happening
N this causes confusion..
Pls don't worry.
God bless u.
Good luck.
Take care.
Stay safe.

Lonely

Its not a comfortable feeling seeing my friends being in a relationship and mostly it's a end of the school life so they all been in a relationship in their school life.
So in the end of my school life I also wanna be in relationship.And yk it's the feel like mostly boys are attracted to friend whenever I go  out with her idk if it's real or not ,or she just portrays that everyone thinks she is very attractive and they are begging to be in a relationship with her .I just think she just potrays it,So I feel a little insecure about me at that time
And I don't know how others respond to me and her if we are together. So I don't keep a feel that they'll talk to me and all because she has been in contact with them for a long time. I know this is not the right feel but I just feel it I can't help it . What should I do ????

3am Thoughts

Which incident made you realize that you don't have friends? 

During my first year of graduation my friends  were like they are the best people i have found but as the time changes, people too. They started showing their true colours like making useless excuses for not hanging out with me and there was one of my friend( To whom i considered my best friend) only talks to me when she needs something or mainly for projects and assignments. I helped them and tried my best to motivate them to overcome their problems they are facing. But when i was in some kind of problem they were like “it’s ok you will get over it 😞”. At sometime i tried too hard to believe that my friends are not selfish and mean but as the time goes on i have seen their changed behaviour and nature in the last 2-3 years. I am wondering now whether i was their friend or just a random person to whom they contact only for work. I don’t know why this always happened with me. I always tried my best to maintain a good and positive relation with my best friend but now i think i was just wasting my energy and time 😞😞First in school, now in college 😞


Friends

Hey, idk if anyone’s gonna see this but I thought I’d vent for a second. Ever since quarantine I’ve became distant with my irl friends. My schedule was to wake up, eat, watch tiktok, eat more, and sleep. Basicly my life was boring as it was. But it all changed when I saw a discord link in the comment section of a random video. This group of people became best friends, My family. I had an actual emotion bond with them. But one text ruined everything (I didn’t say any slurs) All of them were about to split they were saying how the group was suppose to be unproblematic and fun, how they were to old for the drama. I felt guilty that this was about to happen. All because of me? Greatfully they stayed together but they were still really mad. And I don’t blame them. I told them I would take a break but I check back every minute. I feel like they’ve forgot about me, or have another chat without me. I’ve been having lots of break downs and just all together my mental heath hasn’t been so good. I’ve been feeling sad and guilty and I feel like I ruined the only good thing I had in my life. Idk what to do with these feelings except stay quiet and deal with it on my own 😕.

Mental Health

Idk why do I feel like I am distancing from my friends idk why I feel like our bond is breaking idk why am I feeling all this 😕 

It’s hard to believe sometimes, We can pretend we’re normal people 

when i was at my darkest, my friends were there for me. i promised to myself that i will do anything to keep them with me, i will be by their side like if we no longer talk i will always do the first move but fuck im so dumb. i am nowhere to be found. i felt like i am drifting away from them. they would always ask me out but i'm so tired. my soul is so tired. it is so tiring to reply to their messages even though it only concerns me. and when they no longer chats me, i felt friendless. i hope they wont get tired of me. i hope they wont disappear from me until i found myself. i hope they wait :((((

Relationships

My college was planning for IV. I thought someone would ask me to come. But my close friends didn't even bother to ask me. They didn't even call and just left. Now they are posting videos and pictures. I don't know how to react. I thought for a moment they're true friends.

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