Hi, I just joined here and I am kind of confused as to how I can explain what I am feeling. Letβs just say this weird feeling in me started 3 years back. I was dating a guy who was my first boyfriend and he cheated on me with 3 different girls. I was naive enough to forgive him each time since I hadnβt actually gotten physical with him. He was 2 years elder than me and hence when he cheated on me I justified his behavior by saying that maybe he needed something I couldnβt give him. Every time this happened, he used to come back to me by saying that he loves me and he made a mistake.
Today, I am dating one of my then best friends and I know this boy is the right one for me. But because of my relationship issues with my ex - I have insecurities and trust issues with my current boyfriend. Am too scared that I will mess things up. I am constantly crying or have a sinking feeling in my heart and I think it has started genuinely affecting my physical health too. I am anxious and have panic attacks from time to time. Can someone help me with this?
Tell him abt all of this
Hey, he knows about it - he has been nothing but supportive but it still is affecting me so much. I donβt want to drive him away :(
Black widow @shreya0208
You just need time to heal. Itβs an issue which can be tackled
Ya I hope soon