I feel sad and down, probably because of pregnancy hormones. The first time I was pregnant, I shared news with close family members - No One was happy or excited except my dad-in-law. My husband sounded tense. My mom kept pushing me to get pregnant but when I broke news, she just handed the phone to my dad and went to do her chores.
Now with second pregnancy, it is the same. My husband keeps saying it will be hard and that we have to start from square one. He says he is happy but he just seems neutral about it. My mom pushed me this time too but she didnt care when I talked to her.
I know I should be thinking positive and not be bothered by people’s reaction. I try to do things to keep my mind off it like workout, take my son out and so. But I still get hurt. Now I am afraid to breaking news to anyone.
Please dont judge me after you read this. It is already too hard for me. Sometimes I think strangers are better friends.