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Anonymous

Hiโ€ฆ I donโ€™t know where to startโ€ฆ I feel like I can never get mental peace and happiness. Parents divorced, growing up at maternal grandparents house with other family members was never easy. Though they tried never to say anything to me, they ended up saying a lot. Every single time, I listen to someone talk about their family or watch some movie/show wherein family members are close to each other, I feel this pain that why I didnโ€™t have a normal family. Without dad, and even mom never been emotionally present, I feel very lonely. I had my grandmom, who tried to fill in for my dad and mom, but her approach was different and she only showered love on me. But I had literally no one to guide me through anything. I have so many cousins but we donโ€™t bond so wellโ€ฆ Thought the girl whom I marry, Iโ€™ll keep her close to my heart but things have gone north even in my marriage life and here I am, lonely again. People say, I am playing victimโ€™s card, Really? Through all this, I get thoughts that I should end everything, after all, whom am I proving anything here? I donโ€™t have another person to pat on my back and say I did a good jobโ€ฆ Well, friends can fill inโ€ฆ but Iโ€™m not lucky there as wellโ€ฆ donโ€™t have many friendsโ€ฆ Some got busy with their married lives, some went abroad to study/workโ€ฆ How do I find meaning to life? Wouldnโ€™t ending it all be better? You can say, love yourself and live for yourselfโ€ฆ Live another day lonely and love yourself and then what?

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@theweirdguyhehe
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Listen dear. Dont listen to what people say. The cant do things that you can do thats why they are judging you. Ups and downs will come but dont let this degrade you. Live your life to the fullest and have faith in God . If heโ€™s doing this to you it maybe for a reason dearโค

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Anonymous
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Hopefully there is a good reason. Thanks for the reply. :)

@ghost6
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Donโ€™t crumble at the words of someone who hasnโ€™t lived a second of your life. Sometimes life seems and is very harsh but these are the times that make you strong. Fight it out.

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Anonymous
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Fighting every single day. Thanks for your reply.

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Anonymous
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Hey!
Iโ€™ve read thissโ€ฆ
And i can feel the pain youโ€™re in, it is very difficult for you to spend a day, but ending your life isnโ€™t the solutionโ€ฆ Iโ€™m sure that you know this very well!!!
You can include distractions in your life which are beneficial for you, do you passion thing, follow it, youโ€™re an emotional person, try to just distract yourself whenever you start overthinking, work upon yourself, your body, self care, start a small business maybe, go clubbing, just distract yourself. Ik itโ€™s very simple for me to tell you these things, hope this helps you even a bit, Iโ€™ll be glad that Iโ€™ve helped someone out!
More power to you

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Anonymous
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Thanks for your kind words. :)

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Anonymous
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Have you explored yourself yet? Have you ever had dangerous or fun experiences with strangers ? I know you feel lonely but hey have u ever tried leaving your comfort zone? May be that would help you with the battle you are having with yourself, your emotions, your feelings and lonelinessโ€ฆ may be you need some new experiences to be added in your life.

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Anonymous
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Thanks for the reply. Can you help me with ways to connect with strangers and where can I nominate myself for these dangerous and fun experiences?

@theweirdguyhehe
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