Hi, everyone think 2020 was a disaster. But for me 2021 is going worse. Everything in my life turned upside down. I dont know how long I will be handling this well. I am really scared about my future. Nowadays I’m constantly having a breakdown. Somethings really annoy me to the core. I want to cry but I couldn’t.
Taking care of an ill person is not as sweet as it sounds and I want an out.
I feel that thing of being sad and frustrated and still not able to cry and be free from that pain. I’m suffering with that too. Change is the part of life and if you are suffering and challenging something harsh in your life right now there must be something good ahead planned for you, you just have to believe in yourself and surround yourself with optimistic people.
People around me are all suffering with this change and extreme challenges so you are not alone in this just try to reach out to more people and try doing things that makes you happy.
Hope you find your happiness soon!
Can I know what happened?! I think I might have gone through similar stuff if you are saying that u r taking care of an ill person.
It’s just my grand father. At frst he was really sick and I did all I can. Now he’s just not making it any easier. And this is the frst time in my life I have ever seen a penis not that it should matter but the poop cleaning. Urinary cleaning. And he’s not making it easier by not co operating. Sometimes I feel empty and irritable. But then again I feel pity and I do It anyway. I can’t say no. Also am not enjoying it.
Well, even I have done it all through out 2020. One thing is, it might not be easier for us, but it’s not easier for them either. It’s embarrassing for them to get it done. At least it is true in my father’s case. He is so embarrassed to get these things cleaned from his own daughter. For me, personally, I had no problem doing it. But if you are feeling frustrated, it’s OK. Give yourself a break. Don’t be hard on yourself. It’s challenging to take care of a sick person. If you are unable to do it, try appointing a care taker for a while. There is no harm in asking for help. Hope he recovers soon. Best wishes :)
