Hi Babygirl

Today I tried my best to be calm and initiate a good conversation between us, I failed again. Maybe you got bored. I was left with countless thoughts in mind as if you moved on or you no longer want me. I wanna say I'm sorry and I'm trying to change i just don't have the right words to express, you said you don't get text from anybody so i thought maybe if i could text you but i didn't asked.... i even think of calling you everyday but my mind stops me.
I miss you soo much
I miss us soo much

I am a museum of things I want to forget 

Love

I came to know today that the person whom I loved for many years loves someone else and i dont know what should I do 💔😔

Crush

were living in whats going to be a memory, i should of made the most of them when i still had them because its never going to go back to that. I should of been more grateful for what i had ://

Quotes

**if you are looking for the sign this is for you**
For you The truth is, it does not matter how tightly you hold on to certain people, because at the end of the day, what is meant will always be yours.  Trust me when I say, the right people will choose you just as deeply as you choose them.  You will not have to beg for the love you deserve.  You will not have to quiet the way your heart beats against your chest.  One day, you will be met where you are.  One day, you will be someone's favorite thing, and you will not be confused, you will not feel like you are fighting for someone who is not fighting for you.  One day, you will understand that it never mattered how hard you held on to the wrong things, how much you tried, because the right things were always unfolding before you.  The right things were always choosing to stay....
  -BIANCA SPARACINO 

Mental Wellbeing

I don't know if you are reading this. Prolly u r not. I miss you. I finished one novel and i wanted to share this with u so bad how u always wanted me to read one. I never intend to hide things from u. And I was def not cheating on you. There was nothing to cheat lol. It was long back. I had pure intentions. I never played tbh. I had my things going on. I always tried to understand you. I respected ur feelings. Until that day when things collapsed. And you seem all together a different guy. Everything over that period of time was nothing for me. And you didn't even accept ur fault and made it look more weird. blamed me for something very small in comparison to what u did and tried to justify that. if i could erase that memory from our lives I would def. I can't forgive you even if I want to. Sometimes no matter how bad you want it to make it work God has different plans. Gotta accept that. To the friend I always wanted from you from the lover I never got.

Friends

I knew this had to end. I knew we were going down different paths. I noticed the change in your priorities. I knew that losing me won’t do much to your heart. But I really wanted us to last forever. You were this sweet guy I met online who became a part of me, just like that. I felt damn connected to you. Let me add, you really know how to make someone feel special and I’m going to miss that in my life. I really loved you and I still do. I can’t stop thinking of those times, we were so close and I felt so damn lucky to have you as my best friend. I don’t know what had happened between us that we kinda fell apart since the past few months. Even though we used to talk daily,  I wasn’t satisfied with the conversations. I always had a lot of stuff to talk about but couldn’t talk. I kinda stopped talking about my life with you. Maybe you got invested in someone else. The ending was unexpected but it had to happen. I only wish the best for you and I wish I could thank you for all the times you were there for me. I love you.






Hi, I just wanna share this... 
I like you... but I don't have any communication left with you, you blocked me in every social accounts that we had. Every time I think of you it made me cry Idk why, coz we really don't have any strong memories, we only have chat messages. We didn't even see in person but dude you make me feel like shit!!! Maybe, it is because you are the reason why I changed too much?? I even now confused if there's something "I need to come out" to discuss with my family? Girl, you make me like this but you really don't care aren't you?? ahhh sht i wanna to talk to you again I miss your voice, I miss your jokes, I miss your messages, but I'm sure you're not aware that someone's here are being in pain because you left with the reason that you need to think?? you're not sure if we could be together? you're afraid of commitment? SIS! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO COMES TO ME FIRST!!!!! BUT WHAT NOW? WHAT HAPPENED? I AM THE ONE WHO SUFFERED THESE BLLSHT!! ) aish!

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