Hey when you buy a pair of shoes make sure you wiggle your toes in them and there’s enough room to wiggle them.

Other

Hello!!!!m sick of my life only unfortunate things are comin one after another I m so done 😭😭😭😭i don't know what to do i have no one to talk

Depression

Hajaro khwahishe ese ki
Har khwahish p dum nikle..
Bahot nikle mere armaan
Lekin fir bhi kam nikle..
Kabhi socha na tha mene
Ki hogi khwahishe baadal..
Na jane kaun se badal ke niche
Roshani barsegi..

Wo dekho tutata tara
Kuch maangoge nahi?
Hey! It's 11:11 make a wish
Ek sec..ek sec..
Eye lash gir gaye..
kuch maango or fuk do!!
Kuch maangne k insano ne
Kitne jariye bana diye h na..

Ek tare se leke patthar tak
Hum sbse kuch na kuch maangne k liye
Humesha ready rehte h..
Ek mauka ni chodte h..
Kabhi koi miracle
Kbhi bahot Sara paisa 
Kabhi certain body type
Khwahish khud choti ho ya badi
Khwahishon ki list hamesa badi hi rehti h..

Par kbhi kbhi life me
Kuch esa ho jata h ki
Tumhri sb bdi khwahishe 
Ek bhot choti sadharan si 
Khwahish ke samne
Ek dum choti par jati h..
Aur tum seekhte ho wo
Jo bhot Naseeb walo ko sekehne ko milta h..
Kya? Mujhe etna waqt lg gya..seekhne me!
Tumhe etne assani se kese bata du?

Waqt sath tum vi sambhal jaoge, seekh jaoge..
kabhi kabhi tumhri sari bdi khwahish ek choti khwahish ke aage choti pd jati h..or tum seekhte ho..kya?? GRATITUDE.




Affirmations

I don't know how to trust the guy I'm seeing; he has broken my trust once before and has been accepting blame and working on making me feel better and addressing my insecurities so that I can start trusting him again. However It's really hard to do that, but I love him so much that I am not ready to give up on him or us so I keep trying but it makes me feel obsessive and even overwhelming. My friends think I should break up but I don't want to at the same time it's taking too much out of me to trust him or to accept everything. 

3am Thoughts

How to tell him that you like him without actually telling him that you like him?

When I was a child, I have a wish - to meet at least one person who shares the same birthday with me.

So I have this friend - Paul, he is one of the person who have the highest position in our company.

He made my wish come true and we became friends because of that.

I was a newbie that time and he have this habit of checking out his people and chatting with them, and so, one time he visited our area. To cut the story short, we were both surprised when I told him my birthday that he even thought I was fooling him because everybody knows his birthday and I told him I'm not lying, I even showed him my ID! HAHAHAHA

From then, he never forget about me. He sends me greetings on holidays, he checks out on me from time to time, etc. I'm just a little uncomfortable that our closeness might start an issue that's why I don't approach him first and I don't look forward on anything. But regardless, I'm happy and proud to have a friend like him. With our friendship, there's no superiority. I never once felt that he look down on me. He is smart. He is fair. He is good. He is rare. Just like our birthday.

2 days before our birthday (this year), I surprisingly saw him at the office. I'm in the middle of a meeting and he just got back from a client visit and I literally excuse myself from the meeting when he asked me to go and catch up in his office. That's how I can be easily caught off guard. I'm so shocked on that moment because I have a lot on my mind. I never imagined I'd see him again after years of pandemic and it's just days before our birthday and I don't want to be involved with him.

My plan of going home as early as I could that day didn't happen because we talked for an hour and I still have to meet my friend after my shift. But it was fun. I made sure to prepare a lot of reserved energy to meet people when coming back to office.

And now, I just got a conversation with him, he's asking if I'm already back in the city and looking forward to catch up or have a lunch with him. He even told me 'I give you your copy of “Homer” when we meet next.' and I told him he didn't have to do that. 

I just don't want other people to see it the wrong way. To misinterpret us. To mock us. Yes, idc abt what they would think but at least for me, our friendship is real and pure.




Friends

I guess in the end, we are just not meant to be with each other. I wish you all the best to find other guy who is better than me. Thank you for your time.

Relationships

Even though I know people are not gonna meet upto my expectations but still I expect and then end up hurting myself. Damnnn so stupid of me ☹️

Two things define you: Your patience when you have nothing & your attitude when you have everything.

-Imam Ali Ibn Abi Talib (AS)

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