Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hey, This is just a note that i never got to express to someone, its really expressive but you can just ignore this if you want have a good day:
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I don’t even know when i started to develop feelings for you i just did, but i never told you because at the end i felt the i would end up as the other girls who approach you because you’re attractive( even tho that wasn’t the reason of my liking), for you its normal for girls to talk to you and I wasn’t the exception, i wanted to make the difference and be THE girl who talked to you not one of the girls who talked to you its hard to explain, even tho im not usually the type of person to approach people because i like them, i felt the urge to talk to u, which was new to me since Boys are the ones who usually speak to me first and i guess karma hinted hard and gave me a bit from my own medicine, I never lost hope tho because i thought maybe i could change the way you saw me, but at the same time i wasn’t expecting much because i didn’t want to end up hurt and rejected so i just kept my feelings to myself, I was interested in you before even meeting you i know it sounds weird or what ever you want to see it but it just know that i never got to see your face once and just the description of you made me excited to meet you, They gave me such a unique perspective of your personality and being, which was something i have never heard people say about someone and i instantly got interested in you but i yet didn’t like u still although the days passed and i could still hear ur name pass people mouth and just one day decided to follow u on social midea, i got excited just by seing you followed back and yet kept waiting to meet you at school although i could see how other girls talked to you and you responded back with the same energy i never downed my gaze because i just had the courage and confidence to make you my own and that you could only have eyes for me but at the end i failed my task… i am sorry.