Hey there!I am feeling very very low and confused and depressed like every sad emotions. I got 44% in my CET I know most of you will say maybe because you didnβt study that much but I did trust me I did. Despite being in lockdown and lost of will to study I tried my best. But still I think I didnβt got the result I wanted. I canβt share what I am feeling with my family because they have 0 knowledge about mental health they I do blame comes to me only. I want to pursue Astronomy but because one of my cousin coerced me into taking extc I applied for that I know I shouldnβt have listened to him but he was the only one I could trust but he proved me wrong. I have one I can talk to no friends no siblings and parents donβt understand me typical Orthodox family
Now I donβt know what to do
Sisa @iah
Itβs really really difficult. Itβs so hard to keep up with other peopleβs expectations of us so much so that they can not understand if we failed by doing so. I get what youβre feeling. Me as well is on the verge of falling out og my course because I afraid I would not be able to keep the requirement grade. Itβs so hard to open up these kinds of things especially to our parents, we feel lost and full of anxieties and negative what ifβs. I apologize that I could not give you proper advice but all I want to say is donβt be too hard on yourself. Take a breath. Calm yourself. If you canβt share it with your personal acquaintances then you can share it with the people here. Just don;t keep it yourself because if you bottled it inside, there will be a day that it would be too much and would just affect you more negatively.
