**Hey there**
*You know everyone is struggling with their own situation, some thinks its easy to face their situation,some things its really difficult but let me tell you life isn't easy or difficult it just different..it just unique everybody is having their separate journey and have a seperate destination ,so we can't judge anyone who is facing less difficulty and who is facing more.. ofcourse its not a competition..so lets be kind as possible as we can, try to give our best as best we can, you know you inspire so many people around you and you don't even know them so lets take an oath thay we will be true to ourself kind to other
And we won't give up on ourselves ..i know you can do this.. you are an amazing soul..take caree*
- Queen👑

Mental Wellbeing

Third wheels in a relationship are the worst.

Relationships

Okay so here is me letting out so first I had attachment with this guy he is younger than me just a year, he take nice care of me at office and always first to defend or cheer me up. So he was leave this job today, I wanted to tell me how I feel about him to let go of my feelings. I said my feelings and he also give his reply that he just had breakup in dec, and said all things depend on me. Then I was talking to me past few days just daily life things. A day before yesterday he was asking for a good bye hug then I’ll be like okay. Then he said kiss too, I hesitated but i said no. Then he start complaining how it’s so unfair. Then i just leave it like that. He also try to talk more intimate things but I didn’t let. So at night too he start again and I clearly said him I don’t wanna do these things till one year complete of our relationship. He was like okay and said good night.     Now now from his and my common friend I get to know he hasn’t even breakup with his gf. 

Frustration

Heyyy Avanii✌️

Friends

From very early age I had created a world for myself because no one here understands me I thought you may be I am defective with the passing days when I will grow up maybe someone will be there now I am 26 still alone sometimes feels like if I die no one will care actually no one will suffer from loss. I sometime think many people are  necessary in the society but still they die and I am unnecessary worthless creature and I am living why the hell
Maybe I will die soon but I don't have enough courage to attempt suicide just waiting for the death I want to die

Mental Health

It's over now I reached that point where I don't need this world anymore I just want to say final good bye I suffered so much but now I can't take it anymore , I tried so many times but I can't control myself , thanks for everything now it's time to leave forever idk y but last time I want to post here 

Life

god I can't stay concentrated my mind just brings out every single bad thing to remember and Im tired of crying it doesn't make me feel better, the only person I used to trust my real emotions just said he was scared to talk with me specifically when I feel bad. idk I just feel empty

Depression

I don't know what to do. I'm stressed and panicked and numb. Work is starting to get to me. I have the option to take an AP test (advanced placement test) in early May (which will be in person), or in early June (which will be online). I'm behind in my AP course so I think it would be better to do it in June, but will it be harder? I'm so panicked I can barely think, I just feel kind of sick. 

Stress

So, I have this friend. I call him every single day and we're always talking and we enjoy each other's presence a lot. We always hug, and we both think of each other as the cutest people in our friend group. We're both sort of obsessed with each other, there doesn't go a day where I don't at least call him but we always try to hangout in real life, but ever since this whole corona thing it has been hard. So we've just both been posting about how much we love the other on our spam accounts, messaging each other daily, etc, and... I've had feelings for him before all of this, but I can't help but wonder if he feels the same...? We call each other the love of our lives, and soulmates, and we always tell each other we love each other... We've been friends for five years, knowing each other since he was 12 and I was 14... I honestly can't tell at this point if it's just us being close friends but literally as soon as I wake up I talk to him, and he does the same when he wakes up and then we fall asleep on call together. Is it normal for friends to be this preoccupied with each other? Am I imagining that he could possibly feel the same...? I really like him, but even though we're always talking to each other and we always hug we're both awkward at talking about our emotions and how we truly feel. I'm just so confused.

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