Hey so yesterday I broke up with my girlfriend because her dad told me she is cheating on me and it’s true so now I’m dating her dad because me and her dad fell in love I know there’s a kinda big age gap but I saw a TikTok that was about big age gaps but when you fall in love with someone who’s the love of your life you never stop 

Happy

The next time I am born, God please make me so pretty that I can get any man I want. I am tired of feeling unloved and unattractive. It's a curse to be a plain looking girl because that's what people want. I wish i was an exceptionally pretty girl. I would have been treated better. I wonder at times if there is any hope for me. I wonder if I will ever fall in love or find love. Or will I just be an option always. I am miserable.

Life

Chi-cha

3am Thoughts

Hahaha imagine not being able to talk to anyone because you don’t want to dump all your emotional baggage on other people so you bottle it up in hopes that you will keep it in the back of your head but we all knew you would spill and then drop all of our issues on someone on accident and don’t feel like the school counselors are gonna do anything so you don’t trust them and all the therapists you can find online only take 18 or older so I guess people younger than 18 just don’t have emotional issues anymore. Imagine. Couldn’t be me.

Depression

i really don’t know what’s going on with me. i literally haven’t thought of him or missed him in years but this past month it’s like i can’t get him out of my head??? i feel like i’m going insane 

Hey guys! How are you guys doing!

(Special thanks to Yasmin @nvmvrose, you are so sweet, love you <3)

will it ever get better
i have had all kinds of pain
i have toxic parents
had a bad childhood and now having a hard time
dad fell sick after a brain stroke and my mom doesn’t let one chance slide to make him feel miserable
i never got any love
mom and dad are too busy hating on each other calling me the reason they are staying still together pathetic…
i can’t pursue the study i wanted to
and mental health is down the hills
and i have toxic best friends who doesn’t wanna me talk about my problems cause it’s annoying for her.
she called me a hoe just because I confessed to my guy besty and i still love him
and have a long-distance relationship
with a really happy guy with chill parents
i’m always uncomfortable and can’t share anything with him
and my sister she goes and tell everyone everything in a negative way
i don’t talk to her much
it’s like i have no one
things are getting harder these days

Exhausted

Why indians boys have long hair. 5 inch rising above head and in few these are dyed. Plus they wear super skinny jeans with bands in hands and chain as necklace. So weird fashion sense. 

Is it okay to have no idea whatsoever about what you are going to do with your life? I mean I get that a part of life is searching for your answers but sometimes I feel like everyone has left  for their destinations while I am still standing on the station deciding which train to board. I am confused about what I am going to do with my life and scared that I am going to do nothing at all.

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