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Anonymous

hey so… there is a celebrity which my bf likes… so much :/… i just can’t tell u how much pain i carry… with myself… he loves her so much that he cant forget her and when i said please please forget her… he said he can’t also his name and her name was combined by one of his friend it hurts so badly i don’t like any other mens except him not even a celebrity he loves her as a crush he says he likes her for her face but… i wish i was pretty because of this thing we fight almost like 5-6 times… he never told me about this he also commented on her post love from my country and with emojis 😍♥️🔥 ik its stupid and childish… but my past i used to love a boy he was my bf… now he is my ex he cheated on me with my bestfriend💔 nobody see how much efforts i do…! and also my bf never text me first 💔💔 i overthink and sleep for 3 hrs… only and he knows… all this but still 💔💔 im badly hurt…just why why am i always so ugly and not special for anyone… i had anxiety attacks in my past and depression and anxiety oof… but nobody cares … i feel… like one day i will be brave enough to let him go… but rn im weak… 💔🙃 i mean why would he choose… me? i asked him yesterday me or her? he said her 🙃💔 after that… he said… he was angry thats why he chose her he said he will choose me… but … i always pray for him daily… care about him and text him first without caring that i also hv self respect and … love him so much im so scared to lose him… 😓 and always say sorry to him even though some guys asked me to be their gf i said no… because im taken and i can’t cheat on my bf …💔 my bf is not rich but… stable middle class i guess… but idc he is ugly but i find him cute… 💕 but i ugly… ❤️❤️ like woah… such a ugly human i am… and ik im being possesive he also knows that and he is okay with it

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@vaishnavii

Heyyy beautiful…he likes a celebrity and it’s okay there is nothing wrong with it…everyone needs me time and he likes her for her looks but he is with you because he is in love with your soul. Love is not about looks see i’ll give you my ex. my bf rarely compliments me like you are looking beautiful or pretty but he daily remindes me how badly he wants me to stay with him forever and this is love. Mere compliments is just attraction not love. But the only thing that i found wrong was that he never texts first as you said so this is something you should discuss with him ask him why he never texts first.

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Anonymous

yea but if something hurts me shouldnt he leave that?

@sheena

It doesn’t happen always dear. Mere saath bhi hua hai!. The girl whom I don’t like, my bf is a friend of her. You what really matters is that he loves you or not!?..
Jese celebrity hai Varun, usko log kitna pasand karte hai… He is cute, innocent and humble person. But uski shaadi to ek hi bandi se hui hai na… Kapil Sharma hai kitno se flirt krta hai… But pyaar shaadi to ek se hi na… Mujhe pata hai tum vo gesture nhi chahti apne partner se… But real me kya matter krna chahiye ki use tumse pyaar hai ya nahi!
I don’t check my bf’s phone coz I trust him! Agar vo kisi actress ke baare me baat bhi kare na… to mai to chidhati hu use… achaaaaaa… You should be a friend of him! Not controlling him all the time. Or celebrity hai jisse koi chance nhi hai uskaa!! Kbhi kbhi yuhi naatak me gussa kr skte ho… But not serious.
Abhi nahi change laayi agar khud me tum! Time will bring the change.

@vaishnavii

why do you want him to change why can’t you accept him as he is?? love life ke saath social life bhi h sabki and you should respect that!!

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Anonymous

honestly thank u guys for the support and everything u may think I’m toxic or anything but dude… u don’t know me I love him truly he broke with me and still he didn’t patch up Idk I accepted the celebrity that he can like her dude I begged him to stay and msged him I said and all texts trust me I really love him… after 2 months of breakup still not over him and he just laughed after hearing my feelings Idk I blocked him because there’s no point of being best friends with ur ex… I will end up getting hurt he only thinks about his feelings he lost his feelings in 2 days he never loved me. I dated a boy again and he broke up with me today I’m not sad at all because I never loved him because he is a fck boy he was asking for those types of pics of mine (18+) I said obviously I’m not stupid ik what will happen next if I send him he will blackmail me so he said if I cant send then break up I didn’t beg him to stay or anything I simply said ok he blocked lol I blocked him back but I miss my ex… but he doesn’t deserve me I deserve better so I’m just working on my dreams and yes I achieve many things like everyone is happy with me also… one day I will completely lose feelings for my ex… and yes I text him a lot of abusive language from my alt account my ex has also become a fck boy he thinks he will get married to that celebrity which is stupid he has no chances yeah I’m sad because he is immature he dosen’t even care and whatever I literally got many proposals from boys to be their girlfriends I rejected them allbecause I don’t love anyone and my ex he dosen’t deserves me if he loved me he would have come back he wouldn’t make me feel so insecure about myself im okay as single im happy also my male bestfriend is in love with me but he is immature and he is younger than me he is like a younger brother to me he cut his hands because I rejected him but he promised me he wont do it again I wanna become a actress when I will grow up I hope I can I’m trying my best!

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Anonymous

and yes it hurts from inside a lot! but I have to stay strong! I’m still in love with my ex…

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Anonymous

I was going to make a page for my ex an Instagram page in which i will post my ex pics after editing and yes I edited and made a page for his bday is in nov but… IDK I just … wanna make one so I made it early but he doesn’t deserve it so I just blocked him from everywhere I really love him…

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Anonymous

Hey Girl relax
It’s not childish behaviour. I can feel you but trust me he loves you only and about that celebrity it’s just an attraction and nothing else
Do one thing take interest in that celebrity hence he will get to know that you are interested in his interest

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Anonymous

I hope it will help you…
And things to be normal
Have a nice relation
Have a nice day

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Anonymous

but it hurts me so no… :/… i dont wanna be sadi just want him to change… because it hurts i cant love someone who love someone else 💔

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Anonymous

See he doesn’t love someone else yaar it’s an attraction nothing more above that
Almost Every boy a celebrity crush even girls also have celebrity crush that it doesn’t mean love or anything
Be understanding girl
And change he is not a thing or pot to change he is human being
You are too possessive and it’s best to be but yaar it doesn’t even matter if your bf have celebrity crush just chillax
And enjoy life😊😊

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Anonymous

honestly thank u guys for the support and everything u may think I’m toxic or anything but dude… u don’t know me I love him truly he broke with me and still he didn’t patch up Idk I accepted the celebrity that he can like her dude I begged him to stay and msged him I said and all texts trust me I really love him… after 2 months of breakup still not over him and he just laughed after hearing my feelings Idk I blocked him because there’s no point of being best friends with ur ex… I will end up getting hurt he only thinks about his feelings he lost his feelings in 2 days he never loved me. I dated a boy again and he broke up with me today I’m not sad at all because I never loved him because he is a fck boy he was asking for those types of pics of mine (18+) I said obviously I’m not stupid ik what will happen next if I send him he will blackmail me so he said if I cant send then break up I didn’t beg him to stay or anything I simply said ok he blocked lol I blocked him back but I miss my ex… but he doesn’t deserve me I deserve better so I’m just working on my dreams and yes I achieve many things like everyone is happy with me also… one day I will completely lose feelings for my ex… and yes I text him a lot of abusive language from my alt account my ex has also become a fck boy he thinks he will get married to that celebrity which is stupid he has no chances yeah I’m sad because he is immature he dosen’t even care and whatever I literally got many proposals from boys to be their girlfriends I rejected them allbecause I don’t love anyone and my ex he dosen’t deserves me if he loved me he would have come back he wouldn’t make me feel so insecure about myself im okay as single im happy also my male bestfriend is in love with me but he is immature and he is younger than me he is like a younger brother to me he cut his hands because I rejected him but he promised me he wont do it again I wanna become a actress when I will grow up I hope I can I’m trying my best!

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Anonymous

and yes it hurts from inside a lot! but I have to stay strong! I’m still in love with my ex…

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Anonymous

I was going to make a page for my ex an Instagram page in which i will post my ex pics after editing and yes I edited and made a page for his bday is in nov but… IDK I just … wanna make one so I made it early but he doesn’t deserve it so I just blocked him from everywhere I really love him…

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Anonymous

You wanna talk something about it…?
Listen breakup isn’t a big deal I also had breakup but something are not in our control na so
I live alone now a days because of her I don’t have choice either but still I’m happy na
So focus on yourself buddy it’s okay to be broken sometimes it gives you strength
N if we can be friends ig…?

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Anonymous

sure if u want my ig is @sumaira__sehar

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chnrv @chnrv

Omg idk how to help you…
just leave it yaar, if that guy doesn’t like you then just leave him. You deserve better than him. I don’t have any gf in any relation/sexual way but I have many frinds who are girls…
But do consider that if you forget him, you will be at better place.

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Anonymous

oh… well saddest part is i cant… i overlove over trust im stupid…

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Anonymous

and also over care…

@sheena

You don’t over love or over care. You under love yourself that why his attention means world to you. Love and Value yourself and then respect his interests and privacy too.

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Anonymous

honestly thank u guys for the support and everything u may think I’m toxic or anything but dude… u don’t know me I love him truly he broke with me and still he didn’t patch up Idk I accepted the celebrity that he can like her dude I begged him to stay and msged him I said and all texts trust me I really love him… after 2 months of breakup still not over him and he just laughed after hearing my feelings Idk I blocked him because there’s no point of being best friends with ur ex… I will end up getting hurt he only thinks about his feelings he lost his feelings in 2 days he never loved me. I dated a boy again and he broke up with me today I’m not sad at all because I never loved him because he is a fck boy he was asking for those types of pics of mine (18+) I said obviously I’m not stupid ik what will happen next if I send him he will blackmail me so he said if I cant send then break up I didn’t beg him to stay or anything I simply said ok he blocked lol I blocked him back but I miss my ex… but he doesn’t deserve me I deserve better so I’m just working on my dreams and yes I achieve many things like everyone is happy with me also… one day I will completely lose feelings for my ex… and yes I text him a lot of abusive language from my alt account my ex has also become a fck boy he thinks he will get married to that celebrity which is stupid he has no chances yeah I’m sad because he is immature he dosen’t even care and whatever I literally got many proposals from boys to be their girlfriends I rejected them allbecause I don’t love anyone and my ex he dosen’t deserves me if he loved me he would have come back he wouldn’t make me feel so insecure about myself im okay as single im happy also my male bestfriend is in love with me but he is immature and he is younger than me he is like a younger brother to me he cut his hands because I rejected him but he promised me he wont do it again I wanna become a actress when I will grow up I hope I can I’m trying my best!honestly thank u guys for the support and everything u may think I’m toxic or anything but dude… u don’t know me I love him truly he broke with me and still he didn’t patch up Idk I accepted the celebrity that he can like her dude I begged him to stay and msged him I said and all texts trust me I really love him… after 2 months of breakup still not over him and he just laughed after hearing my feelings Idk I blocked him because there’s no point of being best friends with ur ex… I will end up getting hurt he only thinks about his feelings he lost his feelings in 2 days he never loved me. I dated a boy again and he broke up with me today I’m not sad at all because I never loved him because he is a fck boy he was asking for those types of pics of mine (18+) I said obviously I’m not stupid ik what will happen next if I send him he will blackmail me so he said if I cant send then break up I didn’t beg him to stay or anything I simply said ok he blocked lol I blocked him back but I miss my ex… but he doesn’t deserve me I deserve better so I’m just working on my dreams and yes I achieve many things like everyone is happy with me also… one day I will completely lose feelings for my ex… and yes I text him a lot of abusive language from my alt account my ex has also become a fck boy he thinks he will get married to that celebrity which is stupid he has no chances yeah I’m sad because he is immature he dosen’t even care and whatever I literally got many proposals from boys to be their girlfriends I rejected them allbecause I don’t love anyone and my ex he dosen’t deserves me if he loved me he would have come back he wouldn’t make me feel so insecure about myself im okay as single im happy also my male bestfriend is in love with me but he is immature and he is younger than me he is like a younger brother to me he cut his hands because I rejected him but he promised me he wont do it again I wanna become a actress when I will grow up I hope I can I’m trying my best!

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Anonymous

and yes it hurts from inside a lot! but I have to stay strong! I’m still in love with my ex…

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Anonymous

I was going to make a page for my ex an Instagram page in which i will post my ex pics after editing and yes I edited and made a page for his bday is in nov but… IDK I just … wanna make one so I made it early but he doesn’t deserve it so I just blocked him from everywhere I really love him…

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chnrv @chnrv

That’s really sad. I would say right now just relax, put away all your emotions for 5 mins.

During that time think what step you should take so that your life will be better. Don’t take emotional decisions like creating Instagram page and stuff, take good decisions so that down the line you will be at a good place and happy. To take those good decisions you need to control your feelings.
Always remember, no matter where you are, don’t lose your self confidence and also if one door closes, other door will surely open for you.

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Anonymous

yes thankuu sooo much i am working on my goals <3333 i hope one day i can achieve my dream!!

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Anonymous

Hey dear it’s okay everybody has a celebrity crush or love n that is totally normal. He is with u rn not with the celebrity he’ll be always with u n not with her obviously he being with her not even 0.000001% possibility. Chill out dear he is all yours. And about ur ex forget it yrr, it’s gone now.

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Anonymous

honestly thank u guys for the support and everything u may think I’m toxic or anything but dude… u don’t know me I love him truly he broke with me and still he didn’t patch up Idk I accepted the celebrity that he can like her dude I begged him to stay and msged him I said and all texts trust me I really love him… after 2 months of breakup still not over him and he just laughed after hearing my feelings Idk I blocked him because there’s no point of being best friends with ur ex… I will end up getting hurt he only thinks about his feelings he lost his feelings in 2 days he never loved me. I dated a boy again and he broke up with me today I’m not sad at all because I never loved him because he is a fck boy he was asking for those types of pics of mine (18+) I said obviously I’m not stupid ik what will happen next if I send him he will blackmail me so he said if I cant send then break up I didn’t beg him to stay or anything I simply said ok he blocked lol I blocked him back but I miss my ex… but he doesn’t deserve me I deserve better so I’m just working on my dreams and yes I achieve many things like everyone is happy with me also… one day I will completely lose feelings for my ex… and yes I text him a lot of abusive language from my alt account my ex has also become a fck boy he thinks he will get married to that celebrity which is stupid he has no chances yeah I’m sad because he is immature he dosen’t even care and whatever I literally got many proposals from boys to be their girlfriends I rejected them allbecause I don’t love anyone and my ex he dosen’t deserves me if he loved me he would have come back he wouldn’t make me feel so insecure about myself im okay as single im happy also my male bestfriend is in love with me but he is immature and he is younger than me he is like a younger brother to me he cut his hands because I rejected him but he promised me he wont do it again I wanna become a actress when I will grow up I hope I can I’m trying my best!

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Anonymous

and yes it hurts from inside a lot! but I have to stay strong! I’m still in love with my ex…

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Anonymous

I was going to make a page for my ex an Instagram page in which i will post my ex pics after editing and yes I edited and made a page for his bday is in nov but… IDK I just … wanna make one so I made it early but he doesn’t deserve it so I just blocked him from everywhere I really love him…

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Anonymous

Look girl now I’ll only suggest that focus on your career more. This guys are not a topic for now. And becoming an actresses be that only if you truly want to be. Not because that guy has a celebrity crush. So you thinking you’ll also be a celebrity and one day he’ll have crush on you. These things are not easy. And that guy who is cutting hand bro please be mature. And girl keep yourself with mature people not all this shit things.

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Anonymous

no it was always my dream to become a actress not because of someone

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Anonymous

and soon I will lose all feelings for my ex it will take time but soon <333 and i want to lose because he doesn’t deserve me I deserve much better

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Anonymous

I guess you are overthinking, He doesn’t love her, he just likes her, or maybe he is a huge fan. Fans are like that, they love their celebrities endlessly but it’s, not the love you think, there is a huge difference. And it shouldn’t bother you, since you are his love, did he ever say that you don’t look good, maybe while comparing he must have said it in a joking way, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you. Instead of saying him to stop it because it hurts you, try to understand him, it’s just a celebrity crush, it’s not like he is involved in some affair. So chill and talk to him nicely and understand him.
And first of all, try to love yourself first rather than expecting someone else to love you. If you don’t love yourself then don’t expect someone will do it. I was like you, constantly saying that am ugly and no one will be there with me and all, but trust me once you accept yourself the way you are, you will get everything that you want.

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Anonymous

honestly thank u guys for the support and everything u may think I’m toxic or anything but dude… u don’t know me I love him truly he broke with me and still he didn’t patch up Idk I accepted the celebrity that he can like her dude I begged him to stay and msged him I said and all texts trust me I really love him… after 2 months of breakup still not over him and he just laughed after hearing my feelings Idk I blocked him because there’s no point of being best friends with ur ex… I will end up getting hurt he only thinks about his feelings he lost his feelings in 2 days he never loved me. I dated a boy again and he broke up with me today I’m not sad at all because I never loved him because he is a fck boy he was asking for those types of pics of mine (18+) I said obviously I’m not stupid ik what will happen next if I send him he will blackmail me so he said if I cant send then break up I didn’t beg him to stay or anything I simply said ok he blocked lol I blocked him back but I miss my ex… but he doesn’t deserve me I deserve better so I’m just working on my dreams and yes I achieve many things like everyone is happy with me also… one day I will completely lose feelings for my ex… and yes I text him a lot of abusive language from my alt account my ex has also become a fck boy he thinks he will get married to that celebrity which is stupid he has no chances yeah I’m sad because he is immature he dosen’t even care and whatever I literally got many proposals from boys to be their girlfriends I rejected them allbecause I don’t love anyone and my ex he dosen’t deserves me if he loved me he would have come back he wouldn’t make me feel so insecure about myself im okay as single im happy also my male bestfriend is in love with me but he is immature and he is younger than me he is like a younger brother to me he cut his hands because I rejected him but he promised me he wont do it again I wanna become a actress when I will grow up I hope I can I’m trying my best!

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Anonymous

and yes it hurts from inside a lot! but I have to stay strong! I’m still in love with my ex…

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Anonymous

I was going to make a page for my ex an Instagram page in which i will post my ex pics after editing and yes I edited and made a page for his bday is in nov but… IDK I just … wanna make one so I made it early but he doesn’t deserve it so I just blocked him from everywhere I really love him…

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