Hey look, here is something i wrote, the future is easy because it doesn't exist but the past is painful because it lives forever.

Bruhhh
That's amazing 🤯🤯🔥🔥🔥
Keep doing this 
The world need more of these ❣️

Confusion

why do people ghosted me easily? am I not matter to them? 

Ok. Let's be honest
Who is your go to person when you are superrrrrrr loww.
Coz to be very honest for me its my pillow :(

I hate myself I hate this what I have became.. I want to change this shit..
I just want to  fly around.. 

3am Thoughts

I've had enough of everyone and everything. I can't keep calming my hurt soul by self harm. Should I just do it instead and end everything once and for all ? 

Self Harm

Be honest guys, does looks matter for you?

Compassion

Should I let my girlfriend know about my depression.. I want her to know but also don’t.. if not tonight then never... 


Depression

The face behind my smile,
Is hidden away, from thousand miles ,

you all ,must have seen my smile,
 but not the tears, through my eyes ,

I have seen the depth, even the highs,
but I have lost, my real face, beyond the skies,
 
lies became the truth, and truth became lies ,

it's like, Sky became the ground,
 and ground became the skies,
 you never know the side,
 how much the face cries ,

by sleeping every late night,
And hoping, the sun rise ,

I wish, I could be, again like a child,
 whose tears must be fake,
 but real, was the smile,
 who maybe little Mischief,
 but real was the style,
 I always miss my childhood, where, everything was mine,

With my small little eyes ,
I would see the bright Skies, scaring from a, honey bee ,
and ,running behind flies ,

really I miss that old smile ,

as someone I said :
 eyes, show the mysteries,
 but the heart,have the histories 
 
you all also, must have lost your smile in some ways ,
so at least once a day, today please give a smile...thank you 

One of my poems...

I posted about my mother being admitted in the hospital yesterday. Just an update: her platelet counts are quite low, around 28K n haemoglobin levels are low as well. The doctors have put the chemo n radiations on hold. She’s still very feeble n not able to eat much as she’s throwing up all the time.

Was spreading positivity to people yesterday about how December should bring joy and happiness 
to everyone but here I am, down with despair as how the month started for us.

No more energy on being positive and staying strong

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