Hey it's my first time here 👋🏼 
How are you feeling?
Me? It's going bad again:)

just thinking what's the purpose of life. like, i can't see myself in the future. just nothing..

Sometimes it is good to feel low or bad but it does not affect your tomorrow

Confusion

TO THE BROKEN ONE OUT HERE
Have a little smile on your cute face. You are beauty with a great brain and a 
merciful soul. You don't deserve sadness. You're born to fly with the fire 
wings. Forget everything that you have been through, I know you are in 
deep pain but you are born to be an example to lighten the world and not 
set you for the broken and sad. Stand up just now and remember you don't 
have to walk with the heavy steps further from now onwards. You have to 
fly stretching your wings making it broader till you can. Learn something 
new every day of your life that makes you grow, makes you feel happier, 
gives you positive vibes and helps you to create something new and unique 
that can make your life better.
“Don’t be Broken, Be the Creator.”

Love

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Depression

Hello, I am a new user on this site therefore this is my first time posting.

Warning: This is a bit of a long post.


Currently, I have been feeling very much confused and afraid of myself, not about my sexual orientation. My mind has been filled with worry regarding my future, my school, and my family.  My sisters say that I shouldn't mind family problems, however, I'm the type of person that cares too much about others to the point where even if it isn't my problem I start to become very worried. I am not as headstrong as them and it is so difficult for me to ignore this. There are times where I do forget about these problems but it feels like I'm cheating, and in the end, the problems come back running to me. Most of the family members actually drag me into their drama either intentionally or not, and it has been messing with my mental health. 

Every month since the start of the school year, I experience severe burnout from school work. I feel like my depression is coming back, but I'm not really sure. Right now, I have about maybe 10 to 20 outputs that need to be worked on but I just don't have it in me to move, and when I do my mind just doesn't turn on and I get EASILY distracted. 

I've passed almost all of my outputs since the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd Semesters, and now I just don't want to do it anymore. I'm late on submissions and I have been skipping my online classes. The pressure and anxiety I receive from both my family problems and school problems is suffocating me and it is getting hard for me to breathe. I'm afraid to speak about my feelings because I don't want to burden them. I want to take a break from school but then I questioned myself "What are you going to do then?" I can't just sit and lay on my bed all day like a spoiled brat because I would feel extremely guilty. If I try to help my mother with chores, she sometimes insists that I stop and let her handle it. 

There are so many emotions mixing inside me and I just want it to stop. I want to go to therapy to sort these emotions out, as well as the negative thoughts and bad memories that have been excessively popping in my mind daily. However, we don't have the money and my family still has to pay for our tuition, house, necessities, and loans.

I am afraid to fail and repeat. I am afraid to disappoint them. I am afraid of their reactions. I am afraid of what will happen in the future. Right now, it feels like there is no escape route for me to go and I can't let out all these feelings on my friends since they might be going through something bad as well, and it might affect their mental health too. 

There are a lot of things that I want to say but it's hard to explain.


Thank you for reading, I hope you continue your day with good vibes.

Mental Health

My mother just told me don't eat so much food. So have I just been overeating my whole life? Well how would I eat less? Do I just stop eating? I mean I would indeed lose weight but I don't think I'm overweight or anything. I would like to be thin as well. 
But how would one eat less? I didn't think I ate a lot.

Honestly before you respond please don't be all nice, I want a serious answer on who to stop eating so much ig. Or how to eat less.

*I only eat three meals and maybe a snack

**Oh but I do like to eat when I am sad, or stressed, or bored. Maybe there is something wrong with me :I

Eating Disorder

whenever i say im from kurdistan everyone is confused so instead i say im from the middle east and they get even more confused because no one knows where either place is. then i just say i’m irani and call it a day. im not muslim and people are always assuming i am because of what i look like, even the dinner ladies at school when they ask if i   can eat non halal chicken like stop ittttt omg im not muslim!!! this is so annoying
 i swear this is racism!!!

Literally having such bad period cramps
Any remedy to cure? 

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