Hey. I’m feeling like to self harm. I mean I am fed up of my own BS now. I do a lil progress and idk from where everything hits again n I go back in negative. I dont have time for all this. I really don’t. I have the potential I have the capability I believe in myself I’m strong n confident but I fell for that one boy soo hard that it has made me loose my senses. I’m finding it hard to move on from my ex even when he was emotionally abusive n manipulative. I hate what he did to me I’m struggling to heal from it yet miss him and he’s like my toxic comfort. I cry myself to sleep every other day. I watch myself sit there and wallow in pity and watch myself breakdown, helpless which makes me hate myself moree. I’m guilty to accept that I am not over him yet cz he did me wrong n still I miss him, I feel disgusted. Why m I such a simp and a loser. When will I love myself enough to just keep moving forward. Please help me. My mind n heart is at war and I can physically feel it😢😢😢😢This isn’t getting any better. When this shall pass?
I don’t know if this would help you but learning to love yourself is a very slow but an incredibly healing and beautiful process.Spend time on yourself doing something that you like and stuff like that . Maybe that would help you to move on and you don’t need to hate yourself over missing your ex. You are someone who is incredibly strong for leaving a toxic relationship and a toxic person so don’t worry if you miss him , it’s not abnormal.It is going to be okay !
Thank you for the kind words😔😔I hope it will be okay
