Hey! Iโm Ashi. Iโm a Bipolar and borderline person. I was diagnosed just a year back with these two. And since then my life is so so so changed and I would rather say fucked up. I also identify as a bisexual whoโs more inclined towards girls. After being into a toxic relationship for 8 months with a girl I breakdown and I lost myself and I went into severe depression and Iโm still on my meds. Idk I have this need of being with someone, a need of being wanted, being important to someone, being someoneโs first choice and also you know I feel I donโt want that from my friends I want it from my to be person, to be girlfriend.
Itโs so much frustrating. As Iโm in my last semester of my UG and Iโm in a girls college and I have recently got a haircut which makes me feel more of me.
Iโm literally being rejected on face. And itโs not like I donโt look good or something. Idk thatโs so frustrating . I sometimes feel like you know quitting up this life and getting a new life.
Lattika @borahae
Please never quit , you will get your true soulmate in life when the right time comes. Your fate will make you meet with the right person at the right time. Have faith.
I know. I have tried my best to become a warrior. But here I am again.
Lattika @borahae
Also youโre very loved valid and preciouss
You should throw up some burden then, or you only give either your internal and external environment torturing u
You know we have heard opposite attractsโฆ thatโs how tough and painful problems are always attracted towards soft and sweet souls. Believe in yourself , if a good day can end , this painful days will pass as well, donโt ever loose your faith this easily. Ashi you can count on me. You will be fine ๐ธ๐ค