Hey!
I am tired of pretending that I have my life together but in reality I have no idea where I’m heading professionally. I’m in my final semester of college and have zero percent idea or motivation regarding my future career wise.
Personally, I feel I have no real friends, I’m the kind of person who will over care and be there for people all the time but in my life I don’t think so I have even a single person who will be half as available for me. Whenever i try to share my emotions with anyone I’m not welcomed. Days go by and there will be no text or call from a single person. It is like I only have to make an effort to make my presence felt and by doing so I feel that I’m being a burden or a pile-on. 23 years of my existence and I have never been in a relationship and the guy I used to love loves someone else.
I have tons of pending work but i find respite in procrastinating it and watching Netflix even though I’m constantly aware of the fact that this will lead me nowhere. I’m aware of the fact that it is only me who will change my lifestyle but to be honest I have zero motivation left to do anything and will keep crying partially due to guilt and partially due to loneliness.
I can relate to this so much. Barely any friends who don’t call or text me. Last sem of my college but I don’t know what I’m doing. Procrastination. The one I love, loves someone else. Every fucking thing is relatable.
But you know what, your life is in your hand. I always keep myself motivated by saying that, 5 years from know I don’t want to regret ki yaar tab time waste nahi kia hota. Distract yourself and do the right thing.
Start meditation before 6 am for min at least 3 months …u find something new in urself …Start reading/listening Bhagwad Geeta on u tube on saregama channel…still issue sustains msg me back.Hare Krishna …while meditation to which God u believe plz be in his/her mind…u get all ur answers then issue is only that how u believe…Always take that decision which r really helpful for others
Thank you for replying:)
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ouu, i procrastinate a lot man and now im facing the bad results of it. i have no motivation left as well, last one half year was too bad for me. have no real friends as well so i maintain a journal. maybe you should do that too. but ykw only you can change your life, none will and can do that for you. everything is in your hands. take it one step at a day. first be clear as to what is the next immediate thing you gotta do. or prepare a timetable and stick to it. take some time out for yourself, talk to yourself, do things you like and buddy lemme assure you something, once you start working on yourself and try to become a positive person, everything will fall into place. take care. lots of love<3
I can feel you. I have been going through the same situation. Usually i am self-motivated but these days i am soo drained, weak and exhausted mentally.
I am trying to keep myself away from this by painting or reading a good book. N at first it was difficult but slowly i am coming up
But that doesn’t mean i am having good days… All of a sudden something triggers and i am back to square one. I am still trying to find a solution to fight these thoughts.
I m 28 even I don’t know where I am heading
Calm your mind and think what you have got - what skills - what education etc you have… then you will know where you can use them… or decide a goal & start walking towards it, walking blindly will take you nowhere my friend - It’ll be like you are walking in a circle over a period of time you will be at the same place from where you started… your precious Time will be lost …
It’s never late - decide your goal & walk towards it –
It’s like knowing your destination…
(don’t think logically about VISA and all 😅)
imagine you are at the airport you purchase a ticket to USA then there was a stop for an hour in some other country so you again start thinking 'Should I go to USA ? or I think I should go to Africa ! then you purchase a ticket to Africa- you sit in the plane then again at some place you change your destination and at last you end up somewhere you didn’t want to go… here you Lost Money and Most important You lost your Time…
So it’s important to decide your Goal/Aim and pursue it until you get there…
see if know know your destination then you know how to get there…
