hey
i am 24 now still scared of this person
when i was 5 years old I used to play with my friends on the terrace there was one young 26 27-year-old guy who used to come with his gym equipment and play with us
one day he told that i have special game to play with me and he sent all the other kids home to hide and told me to hide on the terrace i was very innocent that i didn’t understand what he was upto
when everyone left and i hide my self somewhere he suddenly locked the terrace door
i felt little uncomfortable but was totally unaware that what he was going to do
after some minutes he came to me and told me to lie on sofa with he (he wanted to show some exercise to me) i did as he said
after that he started rubbing himself on my body i felt disgusted and i ran off he dragged me still i was trying to get off
i open the gate and left the place
i haven’t anyone about this since I was scared
its been 20 years now whenever i see this person i feel the same way disgusted about my self
jay @jay12
This made me feel bad
yes i have been feeling this past 20 years
jay @jay12
I have nothing to say about this
I’m felt with no word
You still sue that person if you want and you can get your justice and it will make you feel better
I’m so sorry you had to go through this.
You should talk to your parents.
Good thing that you are talking out now. This type of childhood trauma can have insane affects in the future too.
Let me tell you one thing.
You are stronger than you know. For 20 years, you’ve fought it alone. Do you know how powerful you are that you did it alone?
Look girl, what happened in the past, happened.
And you never have to live that day again.
You need to take some time and heal from the damage.
Talking out to trusted people always help.
But you gotta stop running from this.
Let it hurt you till it cant anymore. You’ve survived something bad. And you’ll survive anything.
Sending you love❤️❤️
reading your words i am crying and glad at same time
thank you so much i am feeling little better
Am here for you girl:))
