Hey everyone here I am at home thinking. My anxiety levels have just been terrible. I just want want be left alone but it’s like the devil keeps sending people in my life to hurt me. My parents have never been supportive I have to pretend and walk on egg shells around them. Growing up in an abusive household I always feel like I am the problem I every situation. My parents constantly use me to the point that they used my address for state benefits knowing I am a single mother who was in an abusive relationship for so long I lost myself. I tried to reach out to other family members in another state just to realize they trew out out my food and reported me to the state to get revenge on the past. Idk I just have all these negative things on my mind. I am so thankful to have my daughter but it’s hard being a single mom to a special needs child. My ex is taking me back to court for custody because my daughter was acting strange when she got back from one of her visits. I believe my daughter because he was mentally physically and sexually abusive towards me. I have gone to court several times and they never believed me. Every restraining orders I applied for for denied. I am afraid of my life at time and there is nothing much I can do.
anuj vohra @anujvohra
It’s really sad that you have to go through this.take care of your mental health and your child. Spend time with the child. Inform your parents that you need state benefits for your help. Wish you happiness and good health
I have been trying to find a therapist but it’s hard. I don’t want to sit there and tell them my life story. I have a major trust issue. It’s easy for me to talk on the phone or online but face to face I really can’t. Thank you God bless you
anuj vohra @anujvohra
Yes you can connect with online therepaist.consult yourdost.com, they provide online services and are good. Do let me know if you want to talk more on this. Blessing and wishes to you
Heyyy are you alright…
I’m so sorry that you have to go through all this alone.
I know it’s very hard when the whole world is against you and even your family…
They say that family is family but it’s not always true. Not all families are good.
And being a single mother you are doing all what you can do. You know na a mother’s love and strength for their children are unparalleled… Mom’s can do anything and everything for their kids. And your daughter is so lucky to have you as her mother. You are fighting the whole world for her and trust me that’s what true love is.
And again try to make the judges understand that how abusive your ex was and that your daughter can’t live with him alone. It’s not healthy for her upbringing…
Keep shining and fighting like this.
One day You’ll surely win and that would be the greatest victory.
All the more power, love and peace to you ✨✨.
And remember you are never alone.
I’m always right here with you. Always 🫂