Hey anyone up for chat i am so depressed ryt now can anyone help me out through it 

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Mental Health

Sooo yesterday I went out with my family. My sis took pics of me and vice versa. My sis is good at taking pics. She knows about the angle lighting and stuff like that. Ever since I was young I've never been good at it. I can take good photos of tat person but Idk about lighting and angle and stuff like tat. My sis started blaming me as I didn't take good pics of her like she did to me. My mom explained to her all these but still she is super mad at me. She has insecurities too but she's blaming me for everything. I really did try my best. Idk wat to do rn. I feel like crying guys. Today I wanted to post a pic of her and me on my whatsapp status. But she told me she doesn't like being posted. But last night she posted a pic with our dad. Like I can really see that she's lying and it hurts. What should I do guys???

Family

Hey i am in love with my boyfriend and so is he, but when we think about future it kind of scares me because we don’t know if our family will approve on us getting married 

Mental Wellbeing

que sera sera
whatever will be, will be

Music

an idea on which i was thinking .....
what do u think about this , i was thinking that why and how politicians can do whatever they want , just beacause of losing the position isnt a big deal to make them work properly ..... because they got plenty of methods to regain it .
So i was thinking that instead of just boasting about their ideas and prinitng a manifesto , which means nothing , after be electing as government they have to prepare a proper contract about theri duty and their promises with the citizens , so after completing their tenure of governance , we can actually ask them what they did , and why they didnt , we could actually sue them on behalf of that contract .
what do u think about this ?

Society

I'm kinda annoyed 
Both me and my mother have more or less the same abuser (I think) she is always calling him bad and abuser... but when I told her that he's an abuser she got mad at me and told me that he wasn't and that I shouldn't say that again. Is that fair?? I dunno, just really fucking annoying 

3am Thoughts

Hey, I got married this year on January. we moved together on august. We met on November 2019. It was an arrange marriage. He had initially told me he wasn't a virgin and it as okay for me at that time. But since I was a virgin, I feel really bad, I feel like I deserved someone so much special. He have had slept with one of his friends and also a tinder date. I haven't got intimate before marriage. I feel like I got married to a used person. 
He also told me he used to drink smoke and smoke up and has tried everything and doesn't do anything now. And then he comes and tells me after marriage marriage that he smokes up weed and smokes cigarettes' occasionally. I am a clean person with a clean past and now I feel like I deserve someone so much better and he is just another piece of shit. After all he is doing financially really bad. I have started disliking him so much. its been 10 months into marriage and 3 months living together. And for the record I am only 21 and he is 29. I am confused to weather divorce or not. 

Marriage

Falling in love is like giving the person a gun pointed at your heart and hoping they don’t pull the trigger..

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