Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

This pressure keeps growing. Somedays, like today, I did not have the energy to complete any of my work

It got super heavy for me today. I was literally crying while sitting in my cabin.

Keep holding on. You are doing great.

I am trying to but I gets overwhelming at times

I know it does.
Uppar se Instagram pe shaadian khatam nai ho rahi! Yahan kisi ka milna doosri baat hai, milne ki himmat nai h khudh se.

I really want to meet new people but the fear of loosing them in future just keeps me away from it

The fear of trusting them is crippling.
I get so scared fearing of another hearbreak.

Exactly especially after past few experiences

I agree.
I have never had a fling kind of a relationship. I don’t understand them.
I have always had a meanignful relationship. The last one was my 3rd relationship that blew off. Found him cheating on me.

It has given me self doubt, low confidence and unbearable pain

With me things got super complicated. Now don’t ever bother making the first move.

Also, I was talking to a guy friend and he was discussing his life with me. He asked that the girl who he wants to marry had 4 past relationships.
He expressed how can he ever trust a “girl like her” who has had so many relationships before.
This triggered me so bad and got me thinking I too had 3 before. So does this makes me a stupid, time pass and irrational girl. Can’t stop thinking over this.

This does not makes you stupid. in fact, it shows how strong you are to give love another chance.

May be. I hope we het through this phase soon.
We all deserve love, peace and happiness

I hope to and yes we all deserve it

What’s going on with you mate!?

I understand, same here too.

Nothing planned, as of now.

I’m in.

I can neither copy it nor it’s redirecting
Just pm me ,can you?

Thanks.

Oh nothing feels interesting at the moment .

I doubt that…just had a very good convo yesterday with a stranger we both were sad…gues i can talk to you as well …coz this aop is good at connecting ppl or whatever

Yeah. I believe you and with faith I joined this platform.

It is nice to see so many people able to vent out their emotions

Thanks for listening.
All my friends are either getting married or are committed and basically living a life in which they are happy and confident.

I feel I am not doing enough for my dreams and career which I am not.
I even left my job 4 months ago because my Ex was connceted with it. It was very heavy to be working at the same place, where we were happy once.

I am not sure how to get back up and work hard. I don’t want to be left out.

It’s okay to feel this way. And it’s not one’s fault. Sometimes it is hard to pick up where u left off. But do you really think this will matter after some years? One thing I would like you to know change is necessary. Trust me we are known for what we are today. I felt the same but few things I had in my mind which always motivates me to work hard.

Good to know.
I agree change is the only constant but I am not good with changes. I know this is bad but can’t help it.

Please suggest what motivates you to work hard everyday. I’ll implement .

Well U know every individual are different. Every person has their own motivations. Be it any person or a family problem or any situation which u always have a fear of. For me it was very simple no one believed in me that I could do something and I always have the fear what if I never achieve anything in life and that is where I kept myself pushing to overcome my fear. I do things which I am always afraid of. For instance- I have hydrophobia but I wanted to do scuba diving and feel that fear. If you go towards your fear u will understand the value of life and that will teach u very big lessons. May be u have something which is always there in back of your mind and wanted to do something big. Just take a walk and think of that and plan accordingly and eventually u will execute. I know u will do great coz u r quick learner :)

Thanks for believing in me.
I will work on improving myself :)