Hey anyone up for a chat? Don't exactly how I'm feeling but I'll be glad if have someone right now 

3am Thoughts

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Now&Me Thinks

I miss him.........

Love

I m feeling like I should call her but trying my best to avoid it.

It's a taboo to admit that you are lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven't left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you're not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is better at living than you are. A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn't transition well to adult life, that you'd fall right through the cracks. And look at you now, it's happening.

i had a friend and we liked each other and got really very close, i even wanted to convert things into a relationship but always feared and decided to wait though we both shared our feelings and as he  got ditched by his girlfriend long time ago and was depressed i helped him out and then one day we met for the first time as before we were in same coaching institute and just knew eachother's name LMAO but after that we came close so where i was yes we met one day and when we were coming back home my father caught us and then he slapped my friend and now he isnt talking to me he blocked me everywhere and it always happens with me when i get close to someone everytime they go and  now he went too and  i m really broken just wanna get an advice as i don't have any friend left... should i keep on texting him until he replies

Relationships

I walk along a road of misery, I walk alone but I’m seen. Everyday I’m seen by people in my travels who think nothing is wrong by the smile on my face. The cliche clown who’s laughing on the outside and dying in the inside. I can’t remember when it wasn’t like this which depresses me more. I was so well rounded to the point I was square, was I naive.

Depression

So I started talking to this guy, we have known each other for years but never had a real conversation. But now we are talking and I find him great. He is so nice to talk to and also he is so passionate about his work, makes him more attractive. Just one problem that, his caste is not same and I have really strict parents and I have always been someone who has dated for marriage so, ik they won’t allow. So should I continue talking to him or idkkkk what should I do

Confusion

Y'all know about MBTI? Or cognitive function? Its a Personality Type, I think its a Psychological theory. Since I studied it Im not living the same as I am before its a BLESSING AND A CUR SE, and for a while Ive been experiencing a CUR SE a lot lot. It turns out I have the  annoying, most hated, most depressed, more likely to suicide, the stupid iest  personality type (INFP). Thats irritating to know so since then I tried a lot to be Thinker so so hard that I act like nonchalant and wise but the reality its only draining me whatever I do im still d*m b, Im still a soft hearted person, I dot know whats right or whats wrong anymore. My whole life is messed up and im so so afraid that I'll end up like my grandma she have the same persona as me, shes always complaining, she's not contented in her life,insecure, I feel pity cuz its obviously that she doesnt have a good life. My prents my aunt make fun of her sometimes. I think the Karma of them is Mine. I am broken inside

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