Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I feel like I am going to be always alone like nobody is going to be there for me or care about me or even think about how I feel before doing anything .iwhy am i always the last choice the invisible one.I do everything for people I care I do so much like even when they sound off in texts I make sure they end up feeling better but there is nobody for me when I need them I am always alone hugging my pillow and crying to sleep.i don’t know how long I can do that

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I feel like I am going to be always alone like nobody is going to be there for me or care about me or even think about how I feel before doing anything .iwhy am i always the last choice the invisible one.I do everything for people I care I do so much like even when they sound off in texts I make sure they end up feeling better but there is nobody for me when I need them I am always alone hugging my pillow and crying to sleep.i don’t know how long I can do that

But then why do everybody always expect me to be there for them like if they are feeling bad they always want me to listen and motivate them and sometimes it feels too much like i don’t even have the anergy to listen and they don’t understand and if I don’t help them I am the bad person even if they are the ones constantly hurting me

But when I am there for others in their lowest but when they get better they just forget my existence it’s like I am their last choice in good times

I feel like I am going to be always alone like nobody is going to be there for me or care about me or even think about how I feel before doing anything .iwhy am i always the last choice the invisible one.I do everything for people I care I do so much like even when they sound off in texts I make sure they end up feeling better but there is nobody for me when I need them I am always alone hugging my pillow and crying to sleep.i don’t know how long I can do that