Hey all, I want to share something sensitive, my ex passed away 1 week back, she had cancer. I haven’t been able to cope at all since then. We had broken up before I knew she had cancer and I feel so guilty thT even after I knew she has cancer, I still went on trying to find someone else, my mind is so confused I was trying to find things which never mattered while the person who mattered the most in my life was dying. Someone times I feel good did all this to punish me because I wS never worthy of her. I feel like I am the biggest sinner, even while she was dying she wanted to stay by my side while all I wanted was find someone else to f… I feel like I should have been in her place. I don’t know what to do all this is so difficult to cope. She was always there for me no matter what and I was not.
anuj @anujvohra
Sorry to hear about your loss. My condolences. …only thing you can do is to become a better version of yourself. .use that to your good effect…take care…don’t feel guilty. …it will not change much…do prayers and take care
Thankyou for your kind words.
